Monday, April 30, 2007

the days pass so slowly. haha but im not depressed, dont worry! haha. cause this week's a short week! ((: plus im meeting amanda for dinner and studying session at her club later! ((: finally i get to meet her! (: days end really nicely cause the awaited phonecall comes in every night between 9.30 to 10.30 and even though the call cant last more than half an hour every night, but its good hearing that the boy's doing fine in there and hearing his voice makes me smile! (: 11 more days though! the only thing that im looking forward to besides the china trip, is going to pick the boy up next fri at pasir ris! ((((: hehe i get to see him in his army uniform! (: aiights, im off to get ready to meet amanda! (: lovessss. happy day plus i got to go out with pam, boon and christy. ((: till then! (:

4:59 PM

Friday, April 27, 2007

and the boy went in today to the island at 12.30pm ))): sad the whole day. ): buttttttt the happy thing that just made me smile is that the boy just msged me! (((: and he's in the same company as greg and claudio and in the same platoon as claudio! ((: and his bed is next to xizhen! (: haha bet aileen's gonna scream! anndddd i get to talk to the boy from 9.30 to 10.30 later! (((: aiights im happy now but missing him lots! alrights, im going to bathe and bring rover for a walk! till then! oh
HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAM! (: hope you like your nano! ((: love you babe!

8:46 PM

Thursday, April 26, 2007

alrights, didnt go to school today. anyway the boy is going in tomorrow to the little island )): and im awfully sad. ): but the times spent with him have been really nice nice! ((: no more sad days at all with this boy here. ((: i'll miss having supper at newton with him plus the many dinners we have together and many many more stuff but then again, i'll see him again after two weeks! which hopefully will pass faster than his US trip! and sher's going to make fun of me again, but im going to miss you boy! )): love you! alrights, pictures below.

okay these are the before-haircut picture!

hahah childish boy!

(((: loveyouboy

andddddddd the after-haircut pic! (: cute shaven boy! (:

unglam ar you!

alright, thats all. anyway im going to miss you ): why must there be army! haha anyway please take care in there and i'll see you in two weeks ya? loveyouboy (:

11:20 AM

Sunday, April 22, 2007

im dreading the week ahead. )): haha but conversations between william sheryl and me never fail to make me laugh. sher's just hilarious! and she got banged! (: still make fun of me somemore la! you watch out ar sheryl wee shu li! but i still love you nonetheless sheryl wee! (: see la, still make fun of me and my msn nick! i will ask william to form tagteam with me then you know ar! he knows the four letter password anyway! ((((: " sian i **** *****! " you die ar!
anyway im loving the boy more each day! (: hehe. even though he's out playing soccer now! loves! (((: im a happy girl for now but not till friday! (: and i have a plan! nice nice plan. (:

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msnbuddy/chubbybuddy #2

4:25 PM

Saturday, April 21, 2007

the past week's been really good. wednesday was good with ikea with boon then william picked us up and off to acsi for rugby match and then dinner with william, gi, frans. anyway the boy can drive (((((((: hehe car ride was nice nice ((: esp the ride home (: alrights then caught turistas, signed up for driving and all. (: in all, i really enjoyed the times with the boy. (:

boy, thank you for what you said yesterday.
it really meant a lot (:
you always make me smile (:
no more angsty girl. (:
more car rides okay! (:
i love you.

1:51 PM

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

2.4 today was disastrous )))))): cannot get 30 points already )))): but island creamery with william, pam, boon and huixin after that was good good (: hehe. aiights. im tired now. this week's a good week although days are passing by really quickly ))))))): sian.

i love my grey ********* ((: do you too? hehe

6:56 PM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

hahahahahhahahaahah omg talking to joel on msn makes me look like an idiot cause he makes me laugh like mad and im laughing the screen now.

10:08 PM

parent teacher meeting today was kinda funny. only mummy went cause daddy had meeting last minute. anyway mdm ban wants to move me away from my seat cause she says i talk too much and my attention span is too short )): haha i cant help it right. oh wells. anyway i suddenly miss my sister )): realise i havent been talking to her much these days cause its either im home late or she's home late and either of us are already sleeping. ): if you're reading this, i miss you che! ):

i've been deluding myself all along,
but now its really disappointment.

10:01 PM

Thursday, April 12, 2007

rahh. today was just madness. woke up this morning, panicked and started studying econs. and the day was so long. ): but im glad its over.
i think im getting back on track. i've found my aim, my goal. and im going to achieve it no matter what. oh wells. after all, that piece of paper means so much.

on another note which made me a less angsty person was that ROVER PEEed ON MY BAG! even though he does annoying stuff like these, but looking at him makes me smile (: i love rover! (:

5:19 PM

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

insecure.actions speaks louder.
im really tired.trust no more.

10:51 PM

Monday, April 09, 2007

So here we are face to face
And heart to heart
I want you to know we will
Never be apart
Now I believe that wishes can come true
Cause I see my whole world
I see only you

10:03 PM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

a really boring sunday and boring easter cause my family didnt go for mass with the rest of the tans. went for 7am mass instead cause bro has tournament again today. on a brighter note, he's been winning! (: he won again today so he's playing on tues! (: kudos to my bro (: aiights, someone's going class outing.):

8:45 PM

Saturday, April 07, 2007

tuition early in the morning at 8 am is just crazy.on another note, the number 23 is a good movie! (: haha kept me alert throughout the whole show(: yesterday was good despite us not able to watch 300 cause i was late. :/ hehe sorry boy! plus nice dinner too (: oh wells, and i need to study today but maybe i'll go with my mommy to watch my brother at his tennis tournament later. (:

11:46 AM

happy fifth month boy. (:
with much love...

1:03 AM

Thursday, April 05, 2007

and so after two days, i finally went back to school. nice seeing my classmates again. (: and town with pam bel and christy after school. (:
went for maundy thurs mass with the tans. (: and then church visitation in our own bus! (: dinner on board plus nice company (: i just love family outings like these. anyway mass today was exceptionally meaningful to me, i dont know why. i guess i have been drifting away from God. and today was all about love and humility.and forgiveness. (: it taught me many things. and going to each church to pray today made me reflect on everything and im glad there was today for me to pray. cause i really did. and i havent done so in quite a long time. (: i prayed for many things and each church i went to, i had a different topic to pray on and one of them was to love and be humble.

today's the first time i tried and even though i failed,
im glad i tried.
today's a day of forgiveness. every day it shall be. (:

11:36 PM

Wednesday, April 04, 2007

and the boy has finally returned! ((((((((((((((((:

11:01 PM

Tuesday, April 03, 2007

i wanna go back to the good old days, where worries were kept simple and easy to solve. as we grow older year by year, it seems life gets more complicated or rather, we make it complicated. maybe if all of us were like algernon in flowers for algernon, we would be happier people. we are the cause, the reason why we think our lives contain so much sadness, worries, dissatisfaction and discontentment. oh wells. but in times like these, conformity seems to be a necessity. move on petrina. its time to move on.

these were the good old days where life was pretty much fun-filled with these three favourite friends. (: to the three of you if you read this, we've grown up in the same primary school and secondary school and now three of us in the same jc, hope this continues on. (: there were definitely good memories of each other in primary school, secondary and now also. (: im glad our paths crossed. (:

3:01 PM

Monday, April 02, 2007

im tired, sick with fever flu and everything else. i dont feel like thinking about anything now. goodbye world.

rahhhhh just go away.. ))):

8:25 PM