Saturday, March 31, 2007

im falling ill. woke up with a fever this morning/afternoon. bleah ):. and i slept the whole day. i seriously need to study. but i feel really lousy today. i wanna go out. ): roarssss.

6:09 PM

seder meal today was nice! (: i felt the whole lenten vigil was really nice! (: haha but i was really tired commentating. my throat started getting dry by the third station. but its fun nonetheless! (: yay! (: the whole thing ended like 10 plus but it was worth it! ((: bleah, gotta do for shawn on tues also for emcee for parent teacher meeting. ))): rahhhh im sleepy sleepy sleepy!

maybe its not worth it after all.
no promises

12:14 AM

Thursday, March 29, 2007

today was kinda good. (: although the day ended at four but it didn't seem that long afterall. nice nice day. (: i think im happier these days. and im keeping to my lent sacrifice. i hope it lasts till easter and beyond. alrights. seder meal tmw! (: hehe im kinda excited for it i dont know why. i havent been to one before but i think its going to be fun. (: anyway oh it was rover's birthday last weeek. hehe the boy that makes my day every day by waiting at the gate when i come home, comes into the room and jumps on me when im doing my work, and makes my grumpy days not so grumpy by just looking at me. haha he's so adorable (((: HAPPY 3RD BIRTHDAY ROVER BOY! (:

9:36 PM

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

celebrated gretchen's birthday today. ((: the four of us haven't gone out properly for so lonnggg and im glad we all met up today! (: hehe simple dinner plus catch up session was awesome (: its always nice to know that friends like them are always there. (: hope you like the present gretchen! ((: looking at the old photos that we took in secondary school was just hilarious! haha we were kinda silly in most photos especially one that we took in sec 3 at drama night that made us seem like we've never gone out before in our outside clothes. haha how deprived! aiighhts. gretchen goh! 12 years of friendship and counting! (((:
anyway mass pe plus a long long day which ended at four with only one break in the morning left me drained of energy at the end. i hate tues and thurs. they make me so grumpy and tired. haha. but on the bright side, tues is coming soon! (: real soon! (: hehe. aiights. back to complex numbers tutorial. im feeling rather happy now. haha dont know why.

10:08 PM

Monday, March 26, 2007

It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.

it can only be a wish
cause maybe i dont deserve it,
afterall maybe im not what you need.

11:05 PM

Thursday, March 22, 2007

thursday
aights. the day turned out better especially later in the day cause sheryl and i went united sq starbucks to study! (: haha study session wasnt as effective but we had fun nonetheless! (((: haha happy day all thanks to ms sheryl wee! (: i love our conversations!((: it seems like we've countless things to talk about. maybe we should call mr foo to come with us one day!hehe

today
im here at home now at this time cause we rolled in mud today and it was so gross so i came home to bathe. gonna meet pam in awhile then go back to school. sian. haha mass pe is torturous. haha but it keeps me a little more fit! haha and boon i love the potatos! ((: alrights, movie night tonight.

anyway pics from my birthday which was really long ago. my 4 favourite friends ( aileen amelia gretchen ) , cartel ( shamir and sharmaine ) and william((: yup a surprise from all of them besides william cause he was with me all the time and he was planning with amelia where to go and all. haha he tricked me into going by the swimming pool area! haha anyway thanks a lot again to the 7 of you! even though its like a few months late. ((: love you all (((:

hehe this was when they were preparing to surprise. haha hiding in the playground area.
person no.1 : gretchen goh! (: MY 12 YEAR FRIEND! (((:

person no.2 : amelia lee qiu-yan, the person behind it all! ((:

person no.3 : sean lee kien fatt! (: haha thanks for the chocolates! (:

person no.4: aileen seah aining!((: person no.5:shamir lim person no.6: sharmaine(:

amelia lee with the big pillow! (:

and the person no.8 in the background of the picture: william tse! ((((: hehe thanks for everything (((: haha i really got tricked by you before that and was wondering why you wanted to take another route to my house and even wanted to sit by the swimming pool.

my four favourite friends! (:

amelia and sean! (: happy couple!

the love of my life (: william tse! (:

yours truly(:

love always,

thank you to each one of you. (:

okay thats all. it took me a really long time. anyway emo day today ): but tmw will be better! (: but it'll be a million times better if 12 days would come by tomorrow. ):

9:34 PM

Wednesday, March 21, 2007

school's becoming a dread now. haha maybe it has been since the start. haha oh wells . anyway a random talk with mr glascow and christy cause we met him in the canteen today made me press the panic button and i really should start studying harder from now on. haha. im gonna get my priorities right! (: from talking about literature, we digressed to gp and a levels and even talking about the j1s. anyway, life's pretty good now. lessons end earlier than last time. (: but mass pe's still a dread. and sheryl wee i have lots of fun making fun of you just like how much fun you have making fun of me! you better make peace with me!

people change over time. and somehow, somewhere, sometime we all gotta move on. somehow things arent the same anymore.its just different how the way we think, the way we go about doing things. perhaps this is the process of growing up and changing environments. along the way, we might not like doing the things we did last time, might hold different views on something, etc. i guess we can't avoid change. and i admit i've changed too. thought change might be painful, but i guess it might be for the better. sometimes, we've gotta let go of certain things. but i dont think regretting will ever be on my agenda, i hope it never will. but then again, maybe somehow,somewhere,sometime it might be.

9:04 PM

Monday, March 19, 2007

countdown: 16 more days

aights. orientation today again. dragon boating left me with an aching butt, an even more chao ta face. oh wells, no matter how much whitening cream i put, it wont matter anymore. haha. oh wells. anyway yes orientation today left me really tired that at the end of it i was really tired i couldnt move but, shar and i still had to do publicity stuf and i was almost dying at the end. plus there was welcoming ceremony practice after that. emceeing tmw hopefully will turn out fine. okay today ended just like that. a long day. ): but i had fun nonetheless with the always-energetic 1t11. haha sometimes i wonder how come they're always full of energy and they're only a year younger. haha oh wells. anyway i want the days to pass by faster cause every day that passes means the number on my msn nick and on my blog reduces! (:

sheryl wee: haha it was fun dragon boating with you today, even though we didnt manage to take the sampan and row off to emo on one island. hahah and no more blackmailing. thats if you stop making fun of me and my blog. and mr foo's our best friend (: haha. and today's bath was the most hilarious ever!

william: i love reading all the emails (: glad you're having fun there (: take care boy! ((:

10:51 PM

Saturday, March 17, 2007

countdown: 18 more days.

hiaz. today's only the second day since he's gone. ): but today's events kept me busy so it wasnt as bad as yesterday. cousin's family moved house today. their house is really big and nice! ((: hehe im going to stay over more often (: helped them a little and then home. then it was out of the house again to go over to my eldest cousin's house for house blessing. i just love family gatherings (: they are the best family i can ever ask for. (: so thats how my day went. amidst all these, im still missing the boy a lot ): boy, go read your hotmail if you're reading this. hiaz. ):

爱我别走
如果你说
你不爱我不要听见
你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

8:55 PM

Friday, March 16, 2007

countdown: 19 more days

today's not a nice day. ): he's off early this morning ): the boy called me at about 5 plus am and he was already inside the gates. ): im going to miss him badly. ): talked and talked and then when he was boarding we put down. and then messaged till the plane took off. ): boy, im going to miss you. ): he's going to reach tokyo in about two hours. hiaz. waking up this morning and realising that i can't call or msg him feels so wrong and feels different. ): i dont know how the next two weeks is going to be like. ): i hope you'll read this when you get to tokyo airport. rahhhhh i wanna go too. ): argh. alrights, im going to try to make myself busy with work that i wont miss him so much. ): anyway boy, read your email okay. i sent it to gmail.and hope you're enjoying the book and the other thing. (: i'm loving you and missing you. you see if you didnt have to go, i wouldnt have cried. ):

baby, come home soon. ):

11:30 AM

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

i have funnier pics of him with funny hairstyles but i shall leave that for later (:
i dont want friday to come. )): im going to miss you boy. i had fun yesterday. (: doing all the spying all. haha and i love tu-tu! (:

10:47 AM

haha okay random pics up. orientation pics up next!

my prince ! ((: haha its impossible to get him to bathe.

MY BELOVED CARTEL (:

queen! ((: more talking sessions soon okay!

xiaoyan and weiqin! (: hahah my ever so cute badminton seniors! (:

haha my lovely class sleeping during math tutorial.

alrights, im off to pack my room

9:54 AM

Saturday, March 10, 2007

im tired. i woke up at 1 something. haha was supposed to call william back last night but i fell asleep and he waited till 3am. anyway rockafella yesterday was good (: haha. im tired. alrights. life's doing me good just that i dont want friday to come. )))):

4:01 PM

Wednesday, March 07, 2007

hello! haven't been coming here for eons. anyway life's doing me good. ((: the last post was just random thoughts but i'm not depressed or anything. i was lazy to type in full sentences. anyway orientation's going alright but i miss my first three months IG )): but i got to do mass dance with lanz today! hahaha he pulled me like crazy during the running around part hooking arms. yup, anyway i shant say so much cause i'm tired. painting banners the past two days, running around like mad, learning house dance and all. TEJANO ((((: the best house ever! (: hope tmw's house night will turn out fine (: tmw's a long long day. anyway the past few weeks i havent blogged, i'm getting used to school and common tests are over finally! (: studying wasnt that fun but mr tse made it more fun by teaching me! (: anyway your noodle king today finally! (: hehe had fun cycling your bike today. (: alright, pictures of orientation soon!( :

for 6th march 2007 : HAPPY FOURTH MONTH BOY! ((: four months have been the nicest time ever (: the times we spent together, the times we just talk on the phone and start laughing at how retarded we can get, every night phone calls till late, our "sleepwalking", nonsensical words we come up with, coming over for math tuition, sneaking around!(: and everything else. (: thank you for tolerating everything no matter what especially when i seem to get angry with you.i love you. (:

alright, some pics from my por por's birthday (:

us and grandma! ((:

me and cherlyn! (: was feeding her cake (:

my sister with cherlyn (((: haha my sister looks old enough to be her mom. (:

my sister again with cherlyn and her bro (:

9:37 PM

Friday, March 02, 2007

its over its over. i've gotten over it. maybe. perhaps. a motivation. a will. determination probably. mixed. confused. annoyed. puzzled. :( . amazed. speechless.

thats all for today.

5:25 PM