cny was alright, didn't really feel much this year. it came and went and now it's back to studying for cts. i have a motivational factor and that's keeping me going. though it isnt a good one but at least there is. anyway i think i'm falling ill. just hope it'll go away.
it's hard to comprehend why certain things happen. only when it's over do we actually realise that that something has made us a stronger person. but i guess the process is difficult and sometimes even hurtful. it's through suffering and pain that we learn to treasure what we have and be contented. sometimes, fighting for something and getting it in the end isn't that great afterall. even though you've got it, but sometimes you realise you don't deserve it and regret in the end. maybe being easily satisfied solves it all, maybe being by yourself is good, maybe being indifferent towards everything makes you a happier person. maybe, we'll never know.
thank you william tse for coming over today to teach me! ((: hehe sorry if i made you mad!
