Monday, February 26, 2007

the week ahead seems bleak and i want it so much to pass by quickly. but anyhow, i've been happy! ((: hehe all thanks to mr william tse. i can't imagine how im going to pass math without you! hehe tuition sessiosn are fun haha but it always leaves us half dead esp after like three hours or more. alrights, back to more math! ((: haha and your primary school video is so so so so cute!((:

sang rang hae yo boy(:

9:19 PM

Saturday, February 24, 2007

the love of my life (((:

2:28 PM

Friday, February 23, 2007

alright, im too lazy to upload so many so here's just a few. (:

10:39 PM

Thursday, February 22, 2007

life's doing me good. ((: school's good all thanks to my classmates (: pam and christy and all (: and william tse too (: yesterday was nice and funny. haha you made me laugh esp when you were giving my mom the oranges.hehe anyway cts next week, aint prepared but i'll just hope for the best. its making me press the panic button alraedy so i guess i'm getting into the studying momentum! (: tmw's a short day! ((: happy girl for today! (:

please don't go baby.

9:23 PM

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

cny was alright, didn't really feel much this year. it came and went and now it's back to studying for cts. i have a motivational factor and that's keeping me going. though it isnt a good one but at least there is. anyway i think i'm falling ill. just hope it'll go away.

it's hard to comprehend why certain things happen. only when it's over do we actually realise that that something has made us a stronger person. but i guess the process is difficult and sometimes even hurtful. it's through suffering and pain that we learn to treasure what we have and be contented. sometimes, fighting for something and getting it in the end isn't that great afterall. even though you've got it, but sometimes you realise you don't deserve it and regret in the end. maybe being easily satisfied solves it all, maybe being by yourself is good, maybe being indifferent towards everything makes you a happier person. maybe, we'll never know.

thank you william tse for coming over today to teach me! ((: hehe sorry if i made you mad!

6:17 PM

Sunday, February 18, 2007

reunion dinner was good (: and then it was off to church for 10.30pm mass till midnight. nice mass topped up with chinese new yr songs and lion dance. anyway emo days are over, i think getting sad over stuff aint worth it anymore and it just takes up brain space and creates emotional upheaval so no more saddd days! (: i'm just gonna ignore whatever that's making me sad.i'm gonna tell myself its not worth it, you're not worth it, that's not worth it to anything thats making myself sad. cause i know i've changed. two years ago, i would get rid of whatever affecting me and whatever's hindering my path, two years ago, my priorities were right. two years ago, i was more focused. two years ago, i loved who i was. two years ago, i was a more determined person.two years ago, i had alot of goals for myself. and two years ago, i respected who i really was.two years ago, i achieved what i wanted. and now i'm going back to who i really am. anyway i'm looking forward to meeting the tans tmw! ((:

1:29 AM

Saturday, February 17, 2007

i'm not really looking forward to cny. but oh wells. anyway, yesterday was fun! (: concert was not bad, the odacers' item was so cute! hahaha i love my class odacers! ((: anyway, yes school ended at 12 something and then went town to meet william! (: hehe went to eat at wisma and then back to buy milk tea and then we walked, shopped and waited till three! (: hehe cause we wanted to eat sushi buffet! haha and turned out to be it starts at 12. haha bet he was going to kill me already cause we waited so long. the queue before that was super long and plus it didnt help that the entire world was in town. haha but it was good to see all the people whom i havent seen in a long long time! it was good seeing marianne wong and cherlyn! ((((: anyway, then we ate our sushi, and we were really dying at the end of it. hahah that boy say can eat a lot but actually he can't la! haha and we resorted to playing games in the end to finish off the last bit. haha then we walked around to find shoes and then home to get changed for bernie's party. haha oh and we saw claudio on the bus! (: anyway went home to get changed for bernie's party and then met the rest of the cousins there. HAPPY 18 BIRTHDAY BERNIE! ((:

how did i fall in love with you
what can i do to make you mine?

i'm scared
cause the past will keep coming back
i'm afraid
cause feelings may fade
i'm worried
that you'll stop loving me.

12:15 PM

Thursday, February 15, 2007

school ended at one today cause mdm ban decided to give us two periods off! ((: haha she rocks la, anyway met william at tp to eat and buy his stuff and then to town before heading back to school for council stuff. hehe its been really good seeing him almost every day of this week (:

please don't go
i'm going to miss you so
cause i don't know
how nights will be without you
how i'm going to sleep without
hearing you say "love you"
at the end.
please don't go
two weeks is a long time
and i never wanna say goodbye
cause i'm loving you..

10:29 PM

Wednesday, February 14, 2007

hello world. i haven't been here in a long long time. the week's been really hectic and i don't even have time to come online nowadays. anyway valentine's day was spent going back to ij for invest. i really miss ij and all of them a lot. a whole load that i wish i could retain forever in ij. this is my second year sitting back and watching my successors do their job and i must say it's quite heartening to see them do what they need to do and do what i've done last time. singing the school song once again made me feel totally at home and gives me a nostalgic feeling, hearing the head prefect give her speech made me think back and think that two years ago i was standing up there giving my speech and being kinda nervous about it, seeing the head prefect pass on the flame to the rest of the board made me think that i too once passed on that flame to the rest of my board, hearing them sing the ij spirit song made me feel that i'll always be at home here in ij. i guess leading the prefectorial board and just being part of it made me learnt a lot. mingling with the prefects after the event was just awesome, catching up, laughing at old times, seeing them all move from sec 2 last time and now to sec 4, and they were just mere junior prefects when i was sec four. i miss them so much. i guess we've to move forward in life and the only thing we can do is cherish and keep the past memories close to our hearts. ij has given me a lot, taught me a lot, nurtured me into a better person. those ten years in ij will be the best part of my life, my growing journey. (:

the ij spirit's living on,
it's stretching far and far beyond
it's never gonna die
it's gonna live in each of us
and we will keep it buring burning strong
the flame of zest lies in us all along
always inspiring us
to go on....

anyway thank you william tse for yesterday and for being the first to wish me happy valentine's day. (:

6:24 PM

Thursday, February 08, 2007

okay i havent been here in a long long time. birthday entry soon when my favourite friends send me pictures of that day. (: but birthday was realyl really nice all thanks to especially my favourite friends+cartel+williamtse ((((: my favourite people in this world besides family (((: anyhow, this is my favourite friend for now. and these week has been a crazy busy week with me spending only a few hours sleeping. i'm really really tired but i'm happy cause my favourite boy cycled to my house to give me the chocolate thing he made! ((: and class outing on sun was good good plus shar's birthday yesterday which almost drove me nuts running around and then finally going for the wake last night and the funeral this afternoon.
my most loved and respected teacher, please stay strong.we all love you.

anyway, this is my favourite friend now! ((: haha i miss times with you! and the bus rides home.thanks for the collage and the birthday surprise! ((:

11:59 PM

Thursday, February 01, 2007

okay today's pretty much a boring day. anyway after school had meeting with the interns for cny then stayed back. and daddy forgot to pick me up so i waited till like 6 plus and then when he finally picked me up, my guitar teacher msged me to say he's coming in ten mins. i totally forgot about it. rah and i didnt practise at all and i forgot the stuff he taught me last week. felt quite bad cause he had to go through it all over again.

anyway, here's to my 12 year friend HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICOLE YONG! (((: my since primary one best friend all the way till now!and our birthday's are only one day different! ((: hey girl, i still remember us being childish little kids in primary one being in the same class and playing all sorts of funny games with gretchen too! haha still remember the three of us were called da bao, xiao bao and medium bao! haha. im glad our friendship came such a long way! ((: i still remember all your birthday parties every year and how i've come to know almost every one in your family even your auntie, grandmother and so on. and i love your mom! (((: hehe always seeing her at our prefects' investitures and always talking to her then. anyway thanks for being such a great friend the past 12 years! (((: more to come okay! anyway here's wishing you a happy 18th birthday once again! ((: Stay pretty always! hahaha and we'll still play the poking face game even when we're 80 years old! haha alright take care! ((:

haha these unglam pictures..
primary 2 or 3

primary 4

and finally to JC1

10:50 PM

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femme

mirage

oh how loved

whisper

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