Tuesday, January 30, 2007

work is piling up like crazy .rahh lit essay due tmw and another one due on fri. cny proposal due tomorrow, everything's coming too fast. rah if only time would come to a stop or if we had more than 24 hours a day. somehow i have so many things to be done every day but not everything gets done. roars. anyway im getting happier by the day. i've learnt to accept things better i guess. i hope this feeling stays. it sucks to be sad every day.. im loving my class more each day, appreciating each and every one of them more.im glad im in t33 ((: i wasted the last yr not getting to know them bettter. but im gonna make the next 3/4 year much better (: alright, im off to do my work! (: yay the end of the week is coming soon soon! ((: im a happy girl today! (((: hehe thank you classmates for always making my day! ((:



My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
your dreams stay big, your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
and while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

7:58 PM

Sunday, January 28, 2007

rahhhhhh im stressing over so many stuff. so many things to do. i hope this week's gonna be a nice week! roarss im pressing panic button for so many things. this is not good at all. anyway friday was nice having dinner with william, running in the rain all. (((: sat was really fun with pam and the class! but i really really miss cheryl ang now. at the airport was sad. why must you leave cheryl ang!!! rah!!!!! anyway at the airport was with pam,christy,huixin,joel,boon and qikai. rahh cheryl ang come back!! )): and today's like boring day. somehow i think the week's going to be like crap. rahhh this is depressing plus the boy is going to work. ):

anyway thank you pam for everything. i really appreciate all the time spent together. i dont know what life would be without you. you make everything seem much better and you make me feel better everytime im sad. you're like the friend i can talk to so easily and there's no awkwardness whatsoever. thank you for understanding me, for never failing to provide a listening ear and for being just there whenever i needed someone. thank you for being such a great partner in class. (:

4:15 PM

Friday, January 26, 2007

okay im not supposed to blog but here's a post to my two favourite people (: today's still an emo day though.

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH why always must like that!

11:26 PM

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

hello! ((: today's been a really long day. ended at 4pm with chem prac and pe today. we were all dying towards the end of the day. 4pm days are just torturous )): plus there's lit class. haha anyway but after school was fun! (: met shamir and then we went town. walked around to find his school bag. hahaha his now bag is hilarious. its too small for him. anyway yeah then we met bel and CHERYL ANG!!!! omg its damn fun and nice talking to her. i miss her so much in class, all her noisiness!! haha and its so nice hearing her stories! ahha we got damn excited at gelare and screamed and everyone turned and looked at us. yeah then she left while we were looking for andrew's present. so it was left with bel shamir and me. walked around everywhere and then home! (: today's a happy day cause i met cheryl ang! (: anddd im meeting AILEEN SEAH AINING ON SAT for dinner! (((:

AILEEN SEAH! i miss you so much you know! i miss going to school in sec 4 with you sleeping on the table and being so irritated whenever someone wakes you up. i miss walking up the hill with you in the morning and i miss having breaks with you.i miss you saying "if you say so" and irritating the shit out of the three of us!i miss the four of us hanging out together after school, during school, anytime and everytime. cant imagine one year passed like that. and i miss going to acjc during first three months in your mom's car. i miss everything about you! i cant wait to see you on saturday! ((((:



anyway i doubt i'll be blogging soon. the past few entries hasnt been too happy. i guess its time to go on a break. maybe my birthday will bring happier memories. alright.im tired of blogging.

If you loved me as much as you said you did
Then you wouldn’t have hurt me like I ain’t shit
Now you pushed me away like you never even knew me
I loved you with my heart, really and truly

8:53 PM

Friday, January 19, 2007

rah. okay anyway we played badminton during pe today! ((((: i love badminton! (: anyway chem CA was just crap, i filled in option C for almost half the paper cause i didnt have time and i didnt know how to do. im so screwed really. and studying in the library with christy while the rest of the class had their H1, was hilarious. we laughed till we cried and couldnt stop laughing. hahah FISHY! we were being mean but oh wells. haha the conversation was really damn funny and it all revolved around one. haha anyway had council and then im home. didnt go for IG outing and didnt go out with council people cause im just not in the mood. ): rahhhhhhh. on a brighter side, im meeting amanda on sun again! (: meeting her the other day and talking till late at coffee bean at holland v was just really nice. i realised how much i miss her and even though we havent seen each other for a few months but it felt like she's been there all these while. my ac best friend! (:

one last chance
i dont know how many i've given you already
you disappointed me countless times
i'll give you one last one
i hope you'll treasure it.
words cant do much, only actions can
its all up to you now.

7:38 PM

Thursday, January 18, 2007

today's a really tiring day. emotionally and maybe physically too. ): went to school not feeling like going to school and feeling like crap. rah. had math FA and essay test today which i totally wasnt in the mood to do. but im really glad there was boon huixin gomez and christy with me. and pam was so nice to msg me even though she's sick and is at home ((: get well soon girl! i miss you even for one day! ): yeah break was really nice with the four of them .haha we were laughing at everything and anything. and i ought to get kicked out of 2t33 already .ahaha today i commited my second offence which i shall not tell the guys in my class cause they'll really kick me out. haha. anyway rah that was the only happy time of the day and the only time i smiled. thanks to the four of you who made me happy. more such nice breaks together! (: thanks boon and huixin esp. and and thank you amelia lee for sneaking out of class to the toilet to be with me while i cried. it means so much. alright. till then.

i really dont know what now
you're confusing me
cause i dont know what you really want
all i want is to be happy.

4:56 PM

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

rah. today's a screwed up day. really .
i just wanted to go away and just be by myself.
it made me all sad.
maybe angry to an extent.
rah. must this always happen after all i put in?
have you ever considered how i feel?
i guess not.
but it breaks my heart to know that.
holding back my tears aint an easy job.
why why why must this ever happen.
rah. i hate the way things are right now
i really know why people say
find someone who loves you more than you do.
maybe it isnt that painful in that case.
i really wanna think in a positive way
but you have to do something about it.
rah. maybe i shouldn place too much hope anyway
cause maybe i'll be disappointed again..

9:07 PM

Thursday, January 11, 2007

and sooooo.... orientation's over! )))): i miss orientation. miss going to school at a crazy hour of 6.45, preparing for the day's activites, seeing my ig IG3! ((: , seeing my class 1t09! (: carrying the placard all around the place, playing dirty games, going to PA being game master, being i/c of dragon boating- sitting with sheryl wee on the coast talking for almost two hours was just nice and emo and we didnt realise mr foo was there haha sher we're such emo kids! cheering for forar house!!! rahhhhh i dont like school and lessons!! )): i miss orientation!! and meeting so many new people even the facils like the non council people like lynette, jon lauw my partner! and the rest of them! and knowing the j3s too like thadd, marianne, jon ong, elena, hafiz and all. jon ong's teasing about porn every morning and every time he sees me! hahah im glad i went through orientation even though i was complaining about it. oh and getting to talk to my class people who are facils - lala, gareth, ronald, janice! ((:

finale night was crazy! ((: haha it was really fun fun! forar house really should have won!! ((: haha every house agrees with that!! but the skits were damn funny, the storm was kinda funny, and the cheers were just madness! ((: haha. FORAR!!!!!! (((: did mass dance with sher wee and it was damn funny! haha FORAR WE'RE UNBELIEVABLE! ((((((((: supper at newton circus with sharmaine, amelia, sean and then mr and mrs leong came over too!

lessons today was just dead. first lecture of the day was chem and the the facils took up the last row and everyone was sleeping or playing a fool cause no one had lecture notes and we were catching snowballs. haha. but it was good to see 2t33 again! ((((: miss them so much! ((((: seeing pam and sitting next to her in class is just awesome! ((: haha i miss you pamela yeo yu hui!! ((: we're going to the library more often okay!

i miss orientation! )): i miss my IG!!! rahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

and william's away watching the dance floor at mediacorp now!

9:30 PM

Tuesday, January 09, 2007

last day of orientation tmw. haha these few days' been really really tiring esp today, running all over kallang to pick the classes up and bringing them to and fro from the dragon boat association. haha but its fun anyhow! (: im really tired. haha but orientation's really really fun! ((: dinner with my ig at seoul garden last night was really really fun. hahah i love my ig! it seems like we've known each other for such a long time when its been only three days! (((: haha playing chubby buddy with lanz jasmine and nicholas and a few others. haha shall post pictures of our unglam shots. rah i dont want orientation to end!! i dont wanna go back to school ! )): FINALE NIGHT TMW! ((: GO FORAR!

anyway THANK YOU WILLIAM TSE! ((: thank you for surprising me by helping me change the template and for making it look nicer than my previous one (: love you. (:

10:16 PM

Saturday, January 06, 2007

banner painting today with forar! (: left with amelia to go buy gold paint and then to buy lunch back for the rest of them. haha newton! (: anyway yeah since we couldnt stay in school after one so we all went to tash's house! ((: haha had quite a bit of fun painting there. and we're almost done with our big big banner! ((: yay! im really exhausted. i think im going to go crazy soon. really.

Jamie: I'm so sorry, i really should've told you sooner.
Landon: Nah I made you do too many things, i kept you out ... I...
Jamie: No no no, if anything you kept me healthy longer.
Landon: Are you scared?
Jamie: To death.. ?.. (Jamie smiles) Lighten up!
Landon: It's not funny.
Jamie: ... I'm scared of not being with you.
Landon: (Hugs) Oh baby that will never happen.

its from a walk to remember when jamie told landon about her illness and that her illness was incurable.

im scared of not being with you.
i dread the day you'll say you wanna leave me.
cause i never wanna leave you despite all thats happened
all those happy memories are etched deeply in my heart
and i'll never forget that
even if one day i might forget
i'll still look into the book and remember all that we've been through together
thank you for coming into my life
you're the best thing that ever happened to me.
6th nov's the best day of my life.
happy 2nd month boy

5:52 PM

today was fun fun (: although standing in the hot sun for many many hours didnt really help much and i got burnt again )): plus screaming at the top of my voice to get the grps all ready aint that fun. haha. anyway today's our last day with our ig! )): kinda got used to my ig and getting familiar with them and now they're gonna be separated into their classes. oh well. i got 1t09! ((: ah im tired. went for campfire at ij just now. the sec ones are so cute! ((((: okay im tired and grumpy now. till then. 3 more days of orientation. (:

12:30 AM

Thursday, January 04, 2007

Hello! just here to certify my existence. havent updated in a few days, been really busy with the whole orientation thingy, so i'll be back with updates next week or something.

10:52 PM

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