MERRY CHRISTMAS!! ((: this christmas's one of the best ever. (: christmas eve was spent going to church in the morning and then shopping for last min presents. oh the night before mummy and i went shopping and the entire town was filled with people taking photos of the pretty pretty lights along orchard road and there were carolling all along too! could really feel the christmas spirit! (: yeah then went for family party at my cousin's house. its an every year thing but every year seems nicer and the family's really expanding with new members each yr! this year was pretty crowded and the gift exchange part is so fun! ((: secret santa! haha jason got me again this year and he gave me a top! (: and i got marcus, my sis's bf. and we all got many many presents from the adults! (((: anyway after dinner, it was back home to get changed for christmas midnight mass! met the entire family back in church again! (: midnight mass is always so nice and beautiful. it always reminds us of what christmas is all about, also the four weeks of advent before christmas never fails to make us think and realise that there's always more to christmas then presents and everything else.its this year that i start thinking and waking up that i've moved away from God alot. He seems so distant in my life nowadays and He's no longer the first person i turn to whenever i face trouble or problems. i never made the effort to patch back the distance. i guess its time to do so. i know He's the person that knows me inside out and only He knows whats going to happen to me and the only one that can help me. i guess im going to do something about it. i hope. anyway christmas day was nice (((: jason's party. im sorry jason, shar, bel and shamir! i'll make it up to you all! ((: met william at 7 plus and then we were supposed to go eat prata. haha but 48 came so we decided to go to holland v instead! ((: oh before that while we were walking to the busstop from newton mrt, this boy gave me a nice nice surprise! ((: thank you a million! ((: i really didnt expect it at all (: we ate, then went to walk around holland v, sat down at some place. haha and this boy was trying to help me crack my back but he couldnt! haha. then we were deciding what to do next and haha funny stuff came up like going to night safari and other funny places and then we decided to go botanic gardens! by the time we got there it was like already almost eleven i think. haha we had to walk super far to get there! i even walked bare footed for a distance. haha and i was grabbing his bag super tightly cause the trees were creeping me out! haha but it was really nice and fun! ((: and so we reached botanic gardens! had a nice walk and there were people still jogging and taking a walk. the place is really beautiful at night (((: yup stayed there till late late and there was no one left already. haha and went to eat supper at newton! ((: yups then home.
i had the best christmas. i love christmas. it never fails to make me feel happy and feel loved. thanks a lot to the tan family for making my christmas a beautiful one every year. ((: the trip with the 2 cousins really made me thank God for such beautiful family (: yups. thank you william for such a nice christmas too (: thank you for the present, the time spent together and everything else (:
