its this time of the year that there seems to be a rush to get things done, to think back on year that has just gone by so quickly, to think how life had been, to catch up on the distanced friendships over the year, to catch up on the work thats yet to be done, to catch up on the lost time. over the years, this becomes a routine. each year, i think of doing something different but it turns out that its the same all over again. i dont think i've changed for the better. thats sad. i've grown over the year, my thinking has changed. i cant imagine that a year ago, i was still thinking of being posted to a different school from the rest of my friends, and now its one year more become i leave this school. reading the senior's blogs, they are all starting to say how they'll miss this school and how their life in cj had been a fulfilling one, but yet i think to myself, will i think like them in a year's time? its sad to know that deep down i have my answer. perhaps i just made a wrong choice in the first place. but i guess i know that coming to this school has let me know one person that changed my life (: i feel like gazing at stars...till then..
