i think im so screwed. argh. why why why.i've lost people's trust, i've disappointed so many. i dont like the feeling really. today was closing ceremony for j1s. i guess i finally know why im here. although im not really happy, but perhaps this is the place for me. its only a year more and i'll be stepping out of the gates of cj. i hope the year ahead will be much better. im sick of regretting. ): but 25/10 made me a happy girl! (:(:(: but then again.. who knows what will happen. ):
