went to study in national library with cel charm annabel and nicole. rather productive! ((: its so fun studying with them man. anyway im supposed to be studying but here's a way of venting my frustrations and i think only cel and charm can understand. roars. irritating people unite. you changed my impression totally and i dont feel like talkin to you from now on but thats quite impossible. 180 degrees change. imagine what just one comment can do to change the impression. oh wells. i guess its part of life and everything will just fade away in no time. it will be history. history is bunk.
random thought. happiness and sadness is part of life because of feelings that people have towards something or someone. sometimes i feel to be devoid of feelings may not be a bad thing but to think some may argue that would be heartless. if one just be devoid of feelings, wont happiness prevail cause no one will feel anything and life goes on? if one becomes hurt cause he put in so much, wont it good to not begin with feelings at all? one puts in so much to get hurt in the end. is it worth it at all ? i'll stick to being devoid of feelings for this while. perhaps i'll be a happier person. i should get my priorties right.for now, its the best choice. roars. pessimism fills my life.
