alright life's been never so hectic before. i feel like im living sec four life again or maybe even worse. cause then i didnt have so many other things to worry about and life was just about school and home. but now. roars. there's so many things happening and it feels like everything'so wrong. have beeen going back to school everyday for the hols and today's the only day i didnt. cant wait to meet amanda later! (: was supposed to go sleepover at her house tonight but then i have school so so so early tmw morning ): oh wells. and i cant meet cartel people to study today ): i feel like playing badminton now now now! ):
i thought about what i wanted to do in life and i realised i dont have a plan cause whatever im supposed to do now aint going as planned. perhaps i should just see how things go. or perhaps i should go back and change what i did wrong. i guess only one person can understand waht im really talking about. but then again, i will be wasting time. but what is one year to the rest of lifetime? maybe i should.i think i've made a decision.but there's so many other things to consider. a life anew really.but it all depends on two people.
