Thursday, September 28, 2006

i just read someone's blog. oh wells. the past may seem better but no matter how you try and move back towards the past and re-living it again if thats possible, its never the same again. life was much simpler back then. now there's additional worries, additional stress, additional complications. last time things were that simple and yet we never appreciated it and complained. i guess thats life.

those memories are still embedded in me. i guess i've never let go. its been about more than a year already.

11:06 PM

life's been never so good. it feels like the time after olevels. hoho and im getting addicted to hi-five even though i've watched some epsiodes over and over again. its such a nice happy show. im gonna make sure my kids watch it next time.haha. alright exams over. ((((: yay. one more year. day out with charm and cel and marianne yesterday was good although we were all so tired and drained out. nonetheless, interesting stuff!
anyway sorry 1t33 i didnt go out with you all today and yesterday. i dont mean to ps you all okay! okay im going to watch more and more tv. cartel outing today cancelled so im gonna stay home all day to watch tv! haha i sounds deprived.okay im gonna have a tv marathon! like now! ((:

12:11 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

went to study in national library with cel charm annabel and nicole. rather productive! ((: its so fun studying with them man. anyway im supposed to be studying but here's a way of venting my frustrations and i think only cel and charm can understand. roars. irritating people unite. you changed my impression totally and i dont feel like talkin to you from now on but thats quite impossible. 180 degrees change. imagine what just one comment can do to change the impression. oh wells. i guess its part of life and everything will just fade away in no time. it will be history. history is bunk.

random thought. happiness and sadness is part of life because of feelings that people have towards something or someone. sometimes i feel to be devoid of feelings may not be a bad thing but to think some may argue that would be heartless. if one just be devoid of feelings, wont happiness prevail cause no one will feel anything and life goes on? if one becomes hurt cause he put in so much, wont it good to not begin with feelings at all? one puts in so much to get hurt in the end. is it worth it at all ? i'll stick to being devoid of feelings for this while. perhaps i'll be a happier person. i should get my priorties right.for now, its the best choice. roars. pessimism fills my life.

11:27 PM

Friday, September 08, 2006

last evening was a blast! (: havent enjoyed myself so much in a long time! ((: left the house at 5 plus to go meet amanda and shane at raffles place mrt. and shane was late cause he came from school and had to wait for his friend to get soemthing from him. then we went to this super nice and pretty place at esplanade to have dinner. spent time catching up on our lives and whats happening in acjc. ah i miss amanda so much!! then shane had to leave for the acjc play cause henderick was acting. so then amanda and i decided to go along too! haha so the three of us cabbed there and watched the play! saw so many people there like amanda ang, nicole and even yen kiat. haha the play was not bad but the last one i didnt understand. then after the play, waited for henderick to come out and all. then yeah cabbed home with shane and his friend and amanda went home with dyanna. okay shall get pics from amanda soon cause we were taking loads of pics in the toilet. yup really fun evening out with amanda and shane. thanks loads to you two for all the fun and laughter!! ((: we'll go out soon after promos okay!! ((: alright back to studying!

11:00 AM

Thursday, September 07, 2006

alright life's been never so hectic before. i feel like im living sec four life again or maybe even worse. cause then i didnt have so many other things to worry about and life was just about school and home. but now. roars. there's so many things happening and it feels like everything'so wrong. have beeen going back to school everyday for the hols and today's the only day i didnt. cant wait to meet amanda later! (: was supposed to go sleepover at her house tonight but then i have school so so so early tmw morning ): oh wells. and i cant meet cartel people to study today ): i feel like playing badminton now now now! ):

i thought about what i wanted to do in life and i realised i dont have a plan cause whatever im supposed to do now aint going as planned. perhaps i should just see how things go. or perhaps i should go back and change what i did wrong. i guess only one person can understand waht im really talking about. but then again, i will be wasting time. but what is one year to the rest of lifetime? maybe i should.i think i've made a decision.but there's so many other things to consider. a life anew really.but it all depends on two people.

2:13 PM