there are lots of thoughts in my head now. the past few days have been crazy. with promos coming up, everyone's starting to panic and start mugging. i hope i dont retain i hope i dont have to drop a subject.mugging at james' house was quite productive.
anyway i was just thinking its funny how we all had our heroes in cartoons when we were young and now it seems to have died off. but i think that somewhere out there we still have our heroes but they arent those we had the last time. they can be right beside us now or perhaps someone we know of. they may be someone who earns our respect, posseses some trait which we admire. i do think my hero exist.
crazy enough, i think im starting to enjoy school. see the word enjoy. hahaa and not dread. i guess i've accepted the fact. its a long time but i still dont know what im doing here actually.im actually going with the flow and i hate it. but what other choice do i have. bounded by circumstances, i cant turn back time, i cant change my decision then. roars. till then.
