Thursday, July 13, 2006
okay this whole week's been crazy. getting back results and getting depressed over it cause it all sucks. i thnk im gonna retain if i go on like that. roars. been so grumpy the whole week and it doesnt help that i go home so late everyday. today's like the only day im home so early. anyway mon had council meeting after school. tues went out with jo charm songyao and james after school.(: yay i love them man. they make school much more bearable.wed went for council rehearsal then went to eat ice cream.(: and today's just boring. roars. im so sick of school now.
what i saw was disturbing. it made me think and realise im probably having the wrong attitude and just being negative about everything. it made me think to myself that perhaps i should live life happily and stop harping on all the stuff im unhappy with. i wanted to cry when i saw but i held back my tears. it really made me sad. i've been thinking about it for the past one day. i think i'll remember it for life and maybe then i will tell myself to treasure life more. its so tragic to think that one day i may just go like that. its so hard to accept the fraility of life.
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