Friday, June 30, 2006
went to meet bernie in the afternoon then went to meet the cousins and went to yipoh's house. haha it was a good catch-up session. laughing at alot of things and talking aabout alot of random stuff also.cut the cake that we bought for her and ate it.yummy cake. haha yeah played with roly also. haha he's so old already . 18 yrs old and he cant walk properly so poor thing. cant imagine rover's gonna be like him in the future. i'll feel so sad for rover. anyway yeah stayed for quite long. then we all went home. haha fun time with cousins! ((: tmw probably going to ij pri carnval with my sis! ((: hehe okay im damn sian.
i dont know why i was even pissed. roars. anyway im still missing you loads. loads really.
11:22 PM
okay today was rather fun. met jo and song yao at cityhall at 2. haha that pig song yao was late by half an hour. anyway we walked around marina sq, shopped a little. haha made song yao try on a shirt and was not bad. too bad couldnt take pic. yeah then he looked totally bored so we went to play dota. omg. thats the first and last time im ever gonna play. hahha i suck at it totally. oh then weiliang came too. hahaha first time seeing him. anyway yeah played until damn sian then went off. went to the pool place then they played. then jo and i went to see some stuff. then met back again. then walked and walked then song yao had to go off to meet his friends. haha then the three of us went to eat fish and co at suntec. haha at first wanted to go to changi airport's fish and co. then decided not.haha okay ate and talked. haha weiliang is a million more times more sane than the rest of the badminton guys from sji. haha he doesnt talk crap. surprising! haha song yao you better learn from him and stop the war of ij-sji. haha that kind of attitude wont get you anywhere. anyway yeah then left and walked somemore, then was standing around thinking of where to go ind the end went to sit and starbucks. hah talked somemore. haha and jo and i realise he doesnt stone like the rest of them.hahaha then talk until super tired then home! okay we're going to the zoo soon!! ((: anyway cousins outing tmw to yipoh's house! ((: yippee!
12:20 AM
Thursday, June 29, 2006
times when memories just keep flowing back and you wonder why you actually made that decision in the first place. its when times you think of all the memories and you wonder why things turned out this way. so unexpected, so uncertain. anyway im in no mood to blog.
9:47 AM
Saturday, June 24, 2006
ohmy i think im so screwed up mid yrs. i feel so unprepared for every exam like lit today. argh. oh well.s i hope i do just well enough to pass or do a little better. studying today with song yao.went to library but it was so full so went macs then celine msged back to say she and charm were at delifrance so decided to join them! haha studied till 6 plus then celine left and then charm left then song yao left much later. haha okay he was being nice to wait and talk to me longer cause my parents only coming much later after going novena. yeah. then ate dinner and home. oh my i think rover's getting cuter by the day. how he follows me everyone and when he comes by my study table and looks at me. hehe i cant help but carry him! hehe he's so cute! and how he gets so excited when we ask him " you want to go downstairs" haha he just runs in circles. oh so cute. everyone in the family loves him now! ((: rover makes my day!! ((:
9:59 PM
Monday, June 19, 2006
roars. still sick. i think its worse. went for lit lesson in the morning with ms wong and christy till 12 then met mummy to go to the doctor. roars. so many medicine to eat. ): cant go and study with the badminton team today. ah they going smu to study. i wanna go also but mummy doesnt allow me to go): hehe can see song and haowen having war together! omg. haha it will be damn funny to see them suan each other. and omg my tag board is a war zone now. i think it will just be the both of them tagging for the next few days. haha.
2:26 PM
Sunday, June 18, 2006
okay im really sick now. why am i sick at this time man. why wasnt it like before ltc or something! roars and now i dont feel like studying at all. yesterday was worse, didnt really have energy to walk home after studying. went to study with song yao at tp. celebrated father's day yesterday at lunch and i didnt feel like eating then after that went to meet song yao cause i wanted to study. walked to tp library but was too crowded then we went to tp macs. haha saw celine james all there too. so studied. was freezing like crazy . hahaha celine choe was talking and entertaining us esp after james all left and we were laughing like crazy! haha then she left for mass at 6 with edith then both of us decided to leave too. walked around for abit cause was super sian after studying then home! bus ride home was the worse man. reached home and slept. temperature was like 38.3 ystdy.okay mummy left for malaysia this morning and im bored at home cause the rest of the family's sleeping even rover!
1:45 PM
Friday, June 16, 2006
the dogs in my neighbourhood are going crazy. haha they are barking incessantly including my dog! haha he thinks he damn big but actually he's so small. haha anyway went to play with sji badminton people today for friendly at sji. played one singles and two doubles. won the doubles and lost the singles. hehe but had fun nonetheless. haha the c div boys are so noisy man, haha damn funny they cheer at weird times. and there was the cute small boy whom i played agaisnt but he stopped halfway cause he injured his leg. anyway glad i went today cause got to see the team again! ((: hehe. haowen came halfway and played with her the doubles. kept clashing rackets like crazy then kiat came also. jo and i have decided to dao haowen for the rest of our lives because she has abandoned us for yen kiat.jo loves me and i love jo too. and yen kiat you abandoned song yao for haowen! anyway went to nydc to eat after the match with marie jo and nadya. ate till damn full then marie and nad left so jo and i walked. haha walked quite a bit till we were so tired we went home. okay i really have to mug man. im feeling guilty now. roars.
9:57 PM
Tuesday, June 13, 2006
okay today was a rather productive day. didnt go play badminton with joseph in the end. so met song yao at tp at 2 to study. studied/talked till 6 then we walked around to find the book binding shop but couldn find at all! oh oh i met tan ken li today while waiting for song yao! hahaha i miss her so much man!! havent talked to her in a super long time! anyway studying today was rather productive and besides studying we were talking crap also! haha we're gonna play dota on thurs! and we're gonna play against each other but he will use his left hand against me. haha im gonna lose anyway. oh yes and the rest of the team pangsehed the both of us! jo went gallavanting with yen kiat la!! tsk tsk. anyway yeah mugging time!
char: thanks a lot char!! its really comforting! catch up soon ya? ((:
jo: hey thanks too! you never come today!! anyway cant wait to talk to you on fri!
haowen: yeah its not about that !that one wouldn make me so sad. and you better update me stuff!
marianne: yeah we must go out before the hols end! i miss you a lot man! have so much stuff to talk to you about!
hy: hey yeah catch up soon ya? slc06 is here soon! ((:
10:10 PM
Saturday, June 10, 2006
tell me why things are happening this way. a whole load of emotions in me that i fail to handle and break down. i really dont know how to explain things and no one can really understand how i feel. there's no one to tell whom will really understand either. its all within me and im afraid i cant take it any longer. few months back i knew i was going to regret my decision yet i still pushed for it and now im feeling the effects finally.it was coming i know but i was being optimistic and looking on the brighter side. but now, there isnt a brighter side to look at. there isnt anyting to look forward to and everything's just in a mess. i really hate things now.but i cant change things anyway. what do i have to do? live with it? i dont know. i think i've changed. i dont care about anything now. i really dont. i just do what i want. perhaps its anger and the inbility to change things. i cried, i really did.
10:35 PM
Thursday, June 08, 2006
okay im finally back from ltc.. its been a really long 4 days of camp. im too tired to explain. maybe i'll blog about it tmw or something. anyway jo finally sent me pics of our outing that day!haha but the pictures only have joanna james ryan and me cause song yao left.alright here's my studying buddies!
3:53 PM
Saturday, June 03, 2006
okay after 5 days stayover at nus prince george's park hostel, im finally home. its been a really long five days. but i guess pre u seminar taught me lots of things. everyday was filled with panel discussions, Q and A sessions, parallel presentations, filiming activites, team bonding games etc. i guess although i didnt really enjoy myself at some activities, but im glad i went through it after all. hehe at night was the most fun! first night, huay shan slept in my room and the second and third night i slept over at amelia's after playing bridge with wan ching, marianna and xiuting. fourth night was at marianne's. haha last night was crazy, everyone was awake and they didnt care if we were sleeping or not. yeah my group was alright.. glad had people like turaiya and shaun haha if not im dead. haha got lots of other things to say but im lazy. hehe overall its was fun la although i really wanted it to pass quickly. oh oh our presentation was good!! ((: hehe. made quite a few friends from this and got to see my old friends too.
came home yesterday, put my luggage and off to meet the badminton people for movie! hehe. met jo and ryan at ps then went over to cine to meet james and song yao.didn have mi3 tickets so ended up watching benchwarmers. haha crap but super lame and funny show. then after that went to eat and met haowen, that pangseher.song yao left so there was joanna ryan james and me left. haha then we decided to go study so went to long john near ps but was too crowded so went to starbucks at the cathay picturehouse place. studided and after that took loads of pictures! haha hilarious la cause we were trying to get a good picture without asking anyone to help us take. anyway then after that went home and had a really good sleep. ltc this week. roars half my hols is gonna be gone soon. roars
10:46 PM
