Tuesday, May 02, 2006
today was a relatively slack day.had loads of break cause we didnt have pe and the rest of the lessons were slack. met up with the pre u sem team after school with mrs tan to discuss the skit and it was super long. discussed a lot of stuff. christine and xiaoan came over for a while. missed badminton cause of that and went to see the social dance thing also. anyway yeah sat with charmaine's class people and played truth or dare with them. haha they're really nice la. dont even know some people but could talk to them so easily. anyway stayed till 7 and went home with rose. didnt study with them today.
i just watched our 4/2 class video and i cant believe i cried at some parts. couldnt help it cause memories just came flowing back. couldnt imagine two years spent with 4/2 could be so memorable. there were so much fun laughter and joy in those two years spent together. we journeyed together as a class, played, studied did all sorts of funny stuff together. our countless class outings, hymm singing practices, class steamboat, sentosa, chalets, all those stuff we did made our class much stronger, bonded. i cried cause there were so many happy times and now i just wanna go back to the past because i didnt really cherish them in the past. i used to think they were a bunch of competitive people but now looking back, they were the ones who made my life in ij complete. i'll never forget the times we came together as a class to stay for countless math remedials, waiting for mr tan who always came late for class. i'll never forget staying back so late to train for the rugby matches and painting the countless banners for netball carnival. so many things its hard to describe in one entry. but i know even if i dont say it out each and every 4/2 girl will know how i feel and its so touching to see how we've all graduated from ij with grades we never thought we could achieve. we were always looked upon as the class which was always under achieving, but we've proved everyone wrong 4/2 and im proud of you all. though we've all gone our separate ways and leading our own lives and we may never see some of us again, but at least we know our paths once crossed and i'll always remember every single one of you.
i really dont know how you feel and it makes me even more confused. sometimes you seem so friendly but at times you dont seem like you wanna talk to me. maybe its a sign that i should give up. its no point waiting anyway. but somthing tells me inside that i should wait. i hope this time im right.
10:20 PM