Thursday, May 25, 2006
life's getting better now i guess. maybe. possibly. exams are fast approaching but not prepared at all. im starting to press the panic button. i need to study harder. roars. anyway study session in library after school till 6 today then the guys were supposed to go sji to play badminton haha but siyang dao song yao so no badminton. stupid haowen pangsehed again.
gone. gone forever. i actually was disturbed at the blog entry. i dont know whats wrong with me . anyway im starting to learn how to cherish life more i think. looking at the fraility of life, i begin to get scared, of how i may lose someone close to me without telling the person i love him/her. its times like this where people regret how a word or sentence could mean so much. i guess i take too many things for granted. i just realised how a smile or a greeting could really make a person's day, how asking someone how their day went could brighten up their day cause at least someone cared. but yet its hard sometimes esp when your day didnt go well, when you're feeling frustrated and when you dont feel like talking to anyone at all. i guess thats when i snap at people and feel bad after that.
do people actually care about inner beauty?
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