Sunday, March 12, 2006
a week in cjc just passed and all i can say is i miss acjc and i wanna go back. i regret putting cj before acjc. roars. orientation wasnt as great as i thought it would be and we got our classes already. i dont know. it just feels weird in cj. i dont know why. i thought it would be home to me but i guess i was wrong. i get to see my closest friends but yet things are different. i dread going school every day and i cant help but feel so sore over it. my class 1t33 is supposedly the class that alot of people wanna come but i guess im not used to it yet. i hope i do though. there's meryl christy pamela there and charmaine just appealed out. roars. i dont know. i'd rather SB1 now. went for rockefellaskank last night and saw all the ij-acjc people and i miss them so much. sat with them and started talking a whole load about acjc. roars. stayed over at amelia's with aileen. had fun talking with them. haha i love them loads man. there's so much we can talk about and amelia and i have the same opinions on most things! we went to island creamery and ate ice cream! ((:
my life's in a mess now. no longer have a sense of direction and i really dont know . God grant me the strength to persevere and to hold on. im giving up on everything. i know i cant but its hard. please grant me a miracle. please help me to make do with what i have now. please help me to carry on. please.
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