Sunday, March 05, 2006
its a new beginning for me again tomorrow. i hope its gonna turn out good. im scared actually. scared of what awaits me. im gonna have to start all over again, make new friends, make new classmates, have a sense of belonging towards cjc. but i guess it's gonna be easier than the first time i went to acjc where everything was so new , the cultture and the whole environment.at least tmw will be much more familiar and im looking forward to it yet scared. i hope everythings gonna turn out fine and i will eventually like it and have an attachment to it like i did in ij.but ah im scared. these few days i often think to myself maybe i should have stayed in acjc and not move over to cjc and i was thinking what mr pang said to me that my reasons to go to cjc was irrational because my main reasons were because its a natural thing for ij girl to move over to cjc and also because of affliation and stuff.and now im beginning to get what he said. but yet i still hold my grounds that i should move over to cj because i still think i would be more at home. i think im gonna enjoy myself in cjc. theres gonna be mass again! ((: oh wells. i'll pray that i made the right decision and i know God has his plans for me and He will guide me on the right path.
went for mass this morning and then lunch. and i got my phone ((: going to sentosa later to pick my sis and her jap friend up then we're off to mount faber! ((: her jap friend's staying over till wed and then she's flying back to japan! yay fun time later ((:
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