okay so i submitted my jae application after much thought over the last few days. i was really confused about what to put. and my first choice was njc, second choice was cjc. i didnt put acjc ultimately. and i was really confused cos i was making myself dislike acjc and i really dont know why. but now i feel regret cos i've forged many new friendships in acjc. 1sb1 especially. yeah i thought of the people like SIMREN!! amanda, kampoo and all. im so gonna miss them. two weeks more with them. i talked to a lot of people about it. one of them was mr emmanuel, an acjc teacher whom i got to know incidentally. i talked to him for really long and he made me seem to know what i wanted in a jc. he told me about a lot of things, about our faith, about the people, about the life that i want in a jc. then i talked to mr pang too, although he encouraged me to put acjc but i still didnt although renkiat changed his choice from njc to acjc for first choice. yeah simren and amanda were really persuading me to stay in acjc and im really really gonna miss them a lot. but i guess maybe its up to God now as to where im gonna be. and today was preparation for fun-o-rama and spent the most time with my class. went to acs i the whole day to eat and get wood. came back and painted with them. talked to them like beatrix and realised that i do have a sense of belonging in acjc. but nonetheless im sure i can get this feeling in cjc.but well im second intake im still apprehensive though. everyone's reaction to me going to cjc was like shocking but if a six pointer can go cjc why not a 8 pointer? but i know i'll miss a lot of things in acjc. i'll miss 1SB1 loads. these two weeks im gonna spend it wisely and treasure them. tomorrow is another long day with my class.i'll miss the people in my tutorial classes.i'll miss the ij girls in acjc a lot! so many memories i wont forget.today alot of lectures got cancelled well i ponned most cos we couldnt make it back in time and i was at north lodge and yang lie shouted from the window "peter choo"! ass la he shout so loud and he was in the void deck and canteen with julian and they were like shouting so loud that the teacher turned to stare at them! oh my haha i'll prob miss them too! but i guess njc and cjc has their fair share of fun as well and well since i've already put down my choices, i'll leave it up to God to decide. meanwhile i'll pray..
i'll miss acjc loads i know. but as mr pang said, make the best out of your choices.
simren: hey girl! im really really gonna miss you a lot. acjc wouldnt have been that fun without you. i'll miss talking to you about anything and everything and only you always understand what im talking about ! im gonna miss our gossip sessions and going home together! you really brightened up my life everyday although lessons can be so draggy and boring!! i love you loads simren kaur!!!! i was so sad yesterday in the bus cos i knew i wasnt gonna see you so often anymore!oh my i feel like crying already!!! roars!!! i'll miss you loads
