woke up really early today at 5.45 am cos i was supposed to go for mass and have breakfast with gideon. it was so early and i was thinking about going back to sleep. haha but i decided not to be a pig and go. so he picked me up at 6.15 and then off to church. haha we were being idiots for taking the hymm booklet when they dont sing at morning mass! lol . yeah went for mass then he drove down to adam road place to have breakfast. yep was really tired then he drove me home after that. came home and the tv man came and installed the tv. went to town with mummy then home to sleep.
i hate being unable to say things that are really inside and get pissed off because i keep everything to myself. sometimes i just need someone to be there and listen and not talk at all. but sometimes that seems impossible.
