went to ikea with mummy today. bought some stuff. was looking at bunk beds too cos che wont have a bed when she comes back. im not in the the best of moods lately and even more so today. there are some things which just dont make your day and just make you really down and sad.some things make you wanna just not talk to anyone and just be alone. i've been thinking and been in the reflective mood recently. i guess some things shouldn be said and i didnt meant for it to be brought across but well. perhaps i have been livng in my own world and living in my self-delusion. perhaps.it takes time to get over it. it would be a long time for me. and from now till then..
last night was the most painful night a mixed of emotions i guess it didnt mean much to you but it did to me alot.
