a second post for the day.. went to run just now for a continuous 40 mins. just felt like running and i kinda enjoyed it. wanted to swim but couldn and there were kids having swimming lessons so i guess maybe i'll go swim tonight. i think im pulling back from the people around me.. i dont know why either. oh wells. its just these few days, maybe i'll be back to normal in a few days. i've thinking a lot these days too. while i was running , i was just thinking about what happened throughout my life since i was a kid till now. so many things came to my mind..so many regrets.. so many things that i would have done different but i guess you cant change it anyway.but i guess i'v e started to love life more.was reading through the stuff i typed and stored in my phone and realised all the stuff are so negative and pessimistic..maybe its just me ...
perhaps this world is beautiful but i havent found the beauty in it. pessimism takes hold of me. the world is beautiful from the exterior but i doubt its' inner beauty..
