my mind is finally free of worries of not being able to finish studying what i havent studied and always in a rush to do things. no longer have to watch only half of the show, start feeling guilty and run back to my room to make up for time lost. it really feels good to be able to put everything off my mind but some things just stay.also, even now, still have something urging me to study and study. perhaps it is due to the massive studying over the last few months that its etched in my head. but well, i have decided to put that some thing behind me too. no use worrying about something im unsure of and no use thinking and thinking about something thats not even supposed to be thought of . i think i have become a dont-care-already person. but i think maybe its better this way. i wont keep being the paranoid and perpetually-worrying-about-things person. (: yup i dont care about u also. do whatever u want. k my plan for the week! mon- town with aileen or mom to go shopping or watch movie tues- playing badminton finally! wed- prepare for prom and go to school for briefing thurs-prom! and apply for school fri-shopping with mom! sat- prefects farewell dinner! (:
