blasting the music somehow feels good for once. maybe there's too many things in my head now. woke up super late today at 12 and then lunch then full house! ahah then slept till dinnertime. mummy's calling me a pig already. sleeping gets rid of everything. my mind was rather empty today. didnt wanna think of anything but something just keeps ringing in my head. cant be ignored.dont know whats wrong with you. you dont wanna tell me either. im sad now ): i hate things for the way they happen. i hate it for the fact that things dont go the way i want and how im so frustrated about it yet i cant talk to anyone. i hate the way i pretend everything's fine and sulk to myself. i hate the fact that i get grumpy so easily. roars. when's this going to end! why is one person able to make me so unhappy and sad yet able to make me happy too! going out with the tan cousins tmw. maybe i'll feel happier then. but for now..
