Tuesday, November 29, 2005

blasting the music somehow feels good for once. maybe there's too many things in my head now. woke up super late today at 12 and then lunch then full house! ahah then slept till dinnertime. mummy's calling me a pig already. sleeping gets rid of everything. my mind was rather empty today. didnt wanna think of anything but something just keeps ringing in my head. cant be ignored.dont know whats wrong with you. you dont wanna tell me either. im sad now ): i hate things for the way they happen. i hate it for the fact that things dont go the way i want and how im so frustrated about it yet i cant talk to anyone. i hate the way i pretend everything's fine and sulk to myself. i hate the fact that i get grumpy so easily. roars. when's this going to end! why is one person able to make me so unhappy and sad yet able to make me happy too! going out with the tan cousins tmw. maybe i'll feel happier then. but for now..

10:02 PM

super tired now.went to sentosa with class today. met amelia at the school busstop at an insanely hour of 7 .30am. woke at at seven and got a shock.haha mom was knocking on my bed cos i couldnt wake up. oh wells . its all cos of FULL HOUSE! third time watching it! watched till 1 am plus plus. yeah then went carrefour to buy food for the class.haha met ms gretchen goh too.hahah we had loads of fun choosing food and made a whole lot of noise amidst the silent supermarket. haha yeah in the end we bought nice food plus loads of chrysenthemum tea.(oh man how do u spell that) haha yeah then went to meet the class at the interchange! haha then off to siloso beach! set out our mats but then it started drizzling la! haha nvm i didnt want the sun anyway. yeah then started playing bluff and daidi while the rest of them went to play ball. yeah then played until we got bored then we went to sit the tram and watch the monkey show! haha the monkey was so untrained la! haha didnt even listen to its' trainer. but the caucasian girl in front of me was so cute! she looked like barbie doll! okay then we ate a lot and later on, mr tan came! haha he was in shirt and pants and slippers! haha everyone thought it was hilarious! haha okay then he came and we started to play ball , rugby and volleyball. my hand totally hurts now. got blueblack all over. hahah then we started our bluff!!! the game lasted for one hour plus!! cos there were three decks ofcards and mr tan refused to admit defeat! haha yeah then played somemore. oh played with elsie and both mariannes netball!!! havent played that since p6 ! but it was really fun!!! miss netball so much. anyway yeah then it was dinner time! (: went to harbour front to eat! yeah then talk talk laugh laugh! and after that it was like 9 plus already then we decided to go watch movie! and it was down to only four of us, meiying gretchen clarissa me and mr tan! haha yeah hopped into his car and went down to marina sq! wanted to watch just like heaven but there wasnt any!!!! we wanted to watch prime but we realised that was the morning show. so we ran to suntec and realised there was only emily rose there!!! hahah i was so pek chek cos i was all prepared to watch a movie! hahah should have seen all our faces man! then we decided to amuse ourselves by going to carrefour and playing with all the stupid things. haha we were so desperate that we were watching stuart little on the tv in carrefour!! hahah yeah got bored then went to eat ben and jerry's!!! hahaha had loads of fun talking there! and the ice cream totally made me so awake and happy! haha im still awake now!( : yeah then walked all the way back to the carpark at marina sq. haha surprisingly mr tan could find his way back man.. hahah he even led us to suntec! surprising!! hahah we were like laughing throughout the whole walk man. yeah then got into his car.. he sent clarissa and meiying home first. hahah it was like a daytona ride man! he was like totally playing like that! hahha jerking here and there. hilarious car ride. then after dropping them off it was my house then gretchen's house..hahahhaa he was so near my house already and then he turned to CTE!!! my gosh we landed in east coast! so near yet so far! hahhaha everything was going so well and then one wrong turn! haha we realised his lucky day was over already cos it was already 12 am. haha yeah anyway got home around 12 plus... haha i think the after sentosa part was even more fun then sentosa itself! hehe anywya i enjoyed today. got me out of my moody and sad mood! (: i totally love 4/2! (: haha and u all ah teasing me the entire day, thats not my wedding photo!! roars! hahaha today was a fabulous day. im tired now! (: hehe full house again! anyway hope mummy goes ikea tmw! i mean today.. hehe


i dont know what ur thinking
i just know things are going wrong.

12:46 AM

Sunday, November 27, 2005

had prefects farewell party yesterday at joy's house. in the morning had to go to balestier to get the test tubes. oh man the guy at the shop was rather freaky not to mention the shop was like antique! yeah then bought 40 and went home. all the sec 4s came to my house to make the presents for the juniors! haha had loads of fun making the stuff and watchig full house too. then at four made our way to joy's house! yeah talked and talked then party started! haha food was yummy yummy! had loads of fun talking among the sec fours. havent done that in a long time. (: yeah then it was games time! only one game la.. truth or dare. yeah most of the sec fours got it.. yeah mine was rather.... haha then the dares were really difficult la! haha yeahthen was the performance put up by the juniors. was really nice and hilarious! it was called the prodigal daughter! haha yeah a job well done prefects! (: yeah then was the presentation of gifts from them to us and us to them! (: yeah said stuff to them also.. the whole farrewell was really nice! enjoyed it thoroughly! (: thank you prefectS! love u all so much ! (:
went to church this morning with the whole tan family (: then lunch together too. hehe brought my prom photos to show them! (: yeah then in the album got the convention pics inside.. and my uncle saw all his prefects and was like eh i didnt know u knew him! yeah then as usual all the teasing and all. shopping with the tan family on fri! (: im gonna go cycling on thurs too! (:

maybe im just paranoid
the feeling just sucks
but i really dont know
everything's so unsure these days
if u said something then maybe i
wouldnt be so frustrated.
but then if u said something
maybe that would hurt.
i dont know.

10:08 PM

had prefects farewell party yesterday at joy's house. in the morning had to go to balestier to get the test tubes. oh man the guy at the shop was rather freaky not to mention the shop was like antique! yeah then bought 40 and went home. all the sec 4s came to my house to make the presents for the juniors! haha had loads of fun making the stuff and watchig full house too. then at four made our way to joy's house! yeah talked and talked then party started! haha food was yummy yummy! had loads of fun talking among the sec fours. havent done that in a long time. (: yeah then it was games time! only one game la.. truth or dare. yeah most of the sec fours got it.. yeah mine was rather.... haha then the dares were really difficult la! haha yeahthen was the performance put up by the juniors. was really nice and hilarious! it was called the prodigal daughter! haha yeah a job well done prefects! (: yeah then was the presentation of gifts from them to us and us to them! (: yeah said stuff to them also.. the whole farrewell was really nice! enjoyed it thoroughly! (: thank you prefectS! love u all so much ! (:
went to church this morning with the whole tan family (: then lunch together too. hehe brought my prom photos to show them! (: yeah then in the album got the convention pics inside.. and my uncle saw all his prefects and was like eh i didnt know u knew him! yeah then as usual all the teasing and all. shopping with the tan family on fri! (: im gonna go cycling on thurs too! (:

maybe im just paranoid
the feeling just sucks
but i really dont know
everything's so unsure these days
if u said something then maybe i
wouldnt be so frustrated.
but then if u said something
maybe that would hurt.
i dont know.

10:08 PM

Friday, November 25, 2005

Prom photos : http://www.imagestation.com/album/?id=2117108297
alright.. prom is over and yeah it was rather nice seeing everyone all dressed up and looking pretty! haha yeah had loads of fun before and after prom also. met the four of them at the hotel lobby to check in at 2 plus then put our stuff down then off we went to do our hair! went with mummy to do my hair , decided to curl it and pinned half! yeah took damn long to do that then went back to hotel and met my cousin! cos she was gonna do my makeup for me then her friend came also. so yeah, she did for clarissa too. then the others came back and wore all our dresses and off we went! (: the highlights of the whole prom was probably just the taking of photos and the games and all. then after prom! haha decided to sell our tix to sama they all. then we walked to cine to check if there was any movie but there wasnt! so we walked back and on the way bought a pack of cards! walked back to the hotel and started playing cards! haha then met tommy to take photos! haha okay that was around 3 plus in the morning already then we played and played till everyone got sleepy so we slept around 5 plus and woke up at 8 plus to eat breakfast! haha then back to the hotel and everyone was getting hyper and we played stupid games! hahah and we took silly pictures also and went mad about emily! haha alright. here are some photos.. will upload somemore later on..

9:51 PM

Monday, November 21, 2005

i think i've gotten too used to waking up super early that i've been waking up really early which sucks cos i wanna get rid of my eyebags! oh wells. just thinking ,
there are times when u think life really sucks
that u will never be able to find joy in it
there are times when u think u'd rather not be in this world
that u think people around u feel you're a burden
there are times when u feel so isolated
that u dont even wanna talk to anyone
there are times when u cannot accept the change
that u dont care about anything at all
i guess its when u are in the midst of that obstacle that u think that way, but once u've moved on and overcomed it, those thoughts gradually disappear. perhaps its just me.oh wells.

12:04 PM

Sunday, November 20, 2005

went shopping with my mummy today in town after lunch with the tan family. it was super fun and tiring. walked from far east to orchard point and back to far east and walked and walked. oh wells but i had fun and it was really nice. hehe going to go out with mummy the whole hols! (: anyway cant wait for dopey to come next week! im so excited! (: i'll have someone to play with!! (: i hope mummy allows him to sleep in my room! haha oh btw dopey's a dog. he's a maltese! (: but i'll have to take care of him myself forever cos mummy said she aint gonna do anything with him. but never mind, dopey's gonna be my best friend! (: and dolly's( bernie's dog) gonna come over in dec cos bernie's going away and her maid's going on leave so i'll have two nice fluffy stuff to play with! ((: haha but im scared of dolly, she almost bit me the last time i tried to carry her.im so excited. think my sis is gonna kill me when she comes home and freak out.oh wells. im all excited! hope next week comes faster!!!

9:35 PM

Saturday, November 19, 2005

my mind is finally free of worries of not being able to finish studying what i havent studied and always in a rush to do things. no longer have to watch only half of the show, start feeling guilty and run back to my room to make up for time lost. it really feels good to be able to put everything off my mind but some things just stay.also, even now, still have something urging me to study and study. perhaps it is due to the massive studying over the last few months that its etched in my head. but well, i have decided to put that some thing behind me too. no use worrying about something im unsure of and no use thinking and thinking about something thats not even supposed to be thought of . i think i have become a dont-care-already person. but i think maybe its better this way. i wont keep being the paranoid and perpetually-worrying-about-things person. (: yup i dont care about u also. do whatever u want. k my plan for the week!
mon- town with aileen or mom to go shopping or watch movie
tues- playing badminton finally!
wed- prepare for prom and go to school for briefing
thurs-prom! and apply for school
fri-shopping with mom!
sat- prefects farewell dinner! (:

10:41 PM

its finally over!!! at last. four years of education in secondary school and it ends with this big exam. oh wells. shant think of results till four months later! im hyped about the whole exam ending thing. haha okay who isnt. this whole exam period passed rather quickly and in the beginning i was just wondering how im gonna survive throught the two weeks but i did! haha okay after exam, the class went for dinner together.. wanted to go glass house but too full so went swensons at ps instead then after that walked to some place to sit down.. then all started talking about how we;ve gone through the year together. this year has passed rather quickly.. anyhow, then we walked to ps then walked to heeren and met mr tan! haha he talked to us then laughed then went home at eleven plus. was super drained just now. haha anyway didnt manage to go for prefects camp cos of o's but i dropped in twice! (: glad that the camp went well.. haha seeing the new sec one prefects was just the same feeling i had last yr when the current sec twos came in.. but oh wells, its time to move and and prepare for the farewell party! (: yepps, everyone is getting excited about prom and going shopping shopping and more shopping! this week's gonna be a busy week!! cant wait to do all the things i've been waiting to do for so long! anyway time passes really quickly! in a little more than a month we'll be back in school but in a new school and in a little more than a month my sis will be back!!! rocking! im gonna skip the first day of school to pick her up!! okay im bored of blogging.. im hungry. gonna find food.

1:42 AM

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