Friday, October 07, 2005
school was the same again except with a mock ss exam which i only studied venice. its 3 more days to end of school and its weird that im actually looking forward to it cos everyday im dreading school. oh wells. anyway im not in the mood to do anything these days and everyday seems to be the same except for last tues ((: . anyway going for cj's open house. guess i'll be choosing cj afterall.
demoralisation overwhelms me. its time to put it aside but its easier said than done. perhaps if this world was unfeeling maybe i wouldnt feel this way. i hate the way things happen and the fact that i can never accept it. its time to move on. its easier said than done again. why's this all happening? things change too fast and im always living in the past. i have to learn to leave the past behind and look on to the future but sometimes i tell myself to give up. there are so many questions i ask myself which i cant answer.i think too much i guess.
persevere petrina.
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