Thursday, October 20, 2005
had geog class today at 7.30. super early but luckily daddy sent me to sch. anyway geog class till ten plus plus. went to have lunch with angie and meiying. had a great time. they were like super funny! laughing at how stupid we were back in sec 1 . oh wells. then came home and mummy asked me to go to the conference room to study cos the house above was doing renovations and it was super noisy. its a super nice place to study. the whole entire room to myself like i was having board meeting alone! haha a whole huge table all to myself.studied from 1 to 5.30 then decided to go up. mummy was so nice to cook for me stuff cos i was hungry! anywya yep then got ready and off to tuition. aha it was super fun at tuition today. was supposed to do the model answer thingy and mine had so many errors! haha and we were talking about jcs again. stupid kavina already got into vj! roars. anyway stella's going rj and adeline's going nj. roars. haha but liting's prob going ac! im really paranoid these days and its scary cos i keep imagining things.. oh wells
devoid of feelings.
10:25 PM
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
went library today with charmaine then off to school for math lesson. had a fun time today. and i managed to do some work although some kids were playing catching in the library.
im sad now ): i guess you belong to a part of me that i'll never put aside. u mean alot to me. but these days we're so distant from each other .):
8:04 PM
Monday, October 17, 2005
went to marine parade library with charmaine to study today. had loads of fun . but we did get down to study. studied then went for lunch at parkway at pastamania. haha we ordered a buddy's meal and it was too much and we forced ourselves to finish everything. haha charmaine's a disgusting eater! haha anyway then when we got back to the library, our seats were taken so decided to go to the kids level. haha the chairs there so cute! okay so found ourselves an empty table and sat. okay before this we were talking about someone and that someone appeared in the library! haha when i saw that person, i immediately burst out into laughter! that person saw cos i think that person knows me anyway. couldn stop laughing cos we realised we were talking damn loudly and that person;s friend heard it. oh wells. studied till 6 plus then went home. hah charmaine's a really fun person to be with. totaly love her company! (: she never fails to make me laugh! i guess she's a friend whom i'll never forget at all! known her since p1 ! (: anyway yep, i never fail to put the smile on my face when im with her! thank you charmaine!! (: library tmw again! (:
why did i have to see you again on sat. that brought back so many memories. i guess i did feel something. im missing you loads.but i know i have to move on .. its so difficult . so many feelings attached.
10:58 PM
Thursday, October 13, 2005
a super long day today. but at least lessons were useful especially math. i learnt relative velocity and managed to do all the stuff! (: tuition after that at seven .rushed over after going for mass at holy cross with amelia lee. thanks girl for the nice conversation on the bus. had a fun time with u after lessons! (: i just read the email that daddy sent to my sister. i was so touched by it although it was just expressed in a short note. i should stop pmsing and being a spoilt child. im a happy girl today for once.i love my family! (: oh the trip to toys r us with gretchen was really fun! haha we were behaving so child-like playing with the hula hoops and playing the spelling game! haha oh wells. lessons again tmw. persevere. ((:
i loved u and still loving you...its been a long while already
10:47 PM
Wednesday, October 12, 2005
today offcially marks the official day in ij. it wasnt as what i expected though. my tears didnt come streaming down although tears were shed in class at the end at 1.50. maybe at that moment there were too many things happening that i didnt really feel much. but here penning down all my thoughts, flashes of moments in ij just keeps coming back. perhaps it is because of the really wonderful things that happen here in ij that i cant help but feel nostalgic about it. as we took our last class photo today, it just feels nice because having come together as acquaintainces and not knowing each other at all, we've become one. even at the end of sec 3 we werent close at all. but then now, 4/2 has journeyed through all the obstacles together. we were once classified as a class who was perpetually underperforming. every teacher came in and told us how we werent gonna make it if we dont work hard. and indeed our prelims proved them wrong. we are back where we're supposed to be because 4/2 has helped each other along the way. we've gone through so much together, sharing our joys and sorrows together. joys as we went for our sentosa outings, zoo outings, the many lunches and dinners together at magic wok, the putting up of chinese new year deco and winning it!! the times during our retreats where it brought us all together. you all are a great bunch of people who never fail to brighten my life. then there's our form teacher mr tan as well. thank you mr tan for bringing this class together. the class wouldnt be where we are now without u. i know we always dont seem to understand your intention but now we do. all the things u planned for us really helped build the bond between us. thank you. and u are not the catalyst of the class. you'll always be part of the class!thank you ij for moulding me to be the person that i am today.thank you mr tan, thank you every single one of u in 4/2 esp amelia gretchen and aileen, thank you prefects , thank you council 05. once an ij girl, always an ij girl.
10:14 PM
Tuesday, October 11, 2005
trigo was killing me just now. lol but it was rather fun doing it. anyway last day of school tmw ): last day waking up at the usual 6.15, rushing down the house and getting into the car and then dozing off until 10 mins later i arrive at school. i'll miss the days walking up the hill with vanessa and talking about stuff and looking out for miss yip's car. i'll miss being so grumpy in the mornings cos the hill seems so never-ending. i'll miss going into class and hearing marianne saying good morning to me. i'll miss aileen sleeping ever so soundly before school starts and i'll miss doing last min homework! then there's assembly. i've fond memories of assembly! standing behind with all the prefects is just so nice and singing the national anthem and school song even though the rest of the school doesnt. but u dont feel so odd because the rest of the prefects are singing along with u. i'll miss singing the school song. singing that same song for the past ten years means a lot. i'll miss going into the class and sitting next to huichun, my ever so sweet partner. i'll miss counting down to the end of the period and counting down to recess or end of school with her! i love physics lesson with her where sometimes we get rather lethargic and start playing tic tac toe. then i'll miss mr tan's lessons!!! miss all his funny stuff where he comes to class with his can of coke and starts teasing the class with all the zheng zong methods and how he never fails to come up with lame stuff! yes, i'll miss chinese periods where amelia and i will go for our walks to the photocopying lady ! i'll miss recesses at st raphaels although the food is horrid.i'll miss going home with gretchen!!!! rushing out of class to catch the 132 bus! haha lol. i'll miss ij. definitely. ij will be a part of me always.
10:21 PM
Monday, October 10, 2005
went to cj open house on sat. it was alright, didnt seem any different to me at all except with minor differences. everywhere u turn , u see an ij girl or a familiar face. its so like ij ! haha walked around with fellow 4/2 pple and it was rather fun la. walked around saw a lot of ex girls but i didnt get to see jean! saw christine low and many others. haha and we went to the drama booth and this ex ij girl said i looked really familiar and she so proudly asked if i was from dance or gym! and everyone started laughing. i thought i looked like a nerd and how can nerds be in dance! haha oh wells. anyway then we stayed for the talk and the dance! gretchen was really funny in the audi. then went to far east to eat after that. cj's seems really nice. haha i think im influenced by jean. anyway my mom's going for the ac parents' tea on friday! haha was really shocked when she told me that she doesnt mind going. hahah maybe she'll want me to go ac after that! anyway im beginnning to like school now cos of my 3 friends! amelia lee! haha really had fun with u today during recess!! hahaha gosh we should stop talking about the wrong things at the wrong time!!! anyway u three babes amelia gretchen and aileen! gonna miss u all so much after wed!!!
6:15 PM
Friday, October 07, 2005
school was the same again except with a mock ss exam which i only studied venice. its 3 more days to end of school and its weird that im actually looking forward to it cos everyday im dreading school. oh wells. anyway im not in the mood to do anything these days and everyday seems to be the same except for last tues ((: . anyway going for cj's open house. guess i'll be choosing cj afterall.
demoralisation overwhelms me. its time to put it aside but its easier said than done. perhaps if this world was unfeeling maybe i wouldnt feel this way. i hate the way things happen and the fact that i can never accept it. its time to move on. its easier said than done again. why's this all happening? things change too fast and im always living in the past. i have to learn to leave the past behind and look on to the future but sometimes i tell myself to give up. there are so many questions i ask myself which i cant answer.i think too much i guess.
persevere petrina.
10:11 PM
Sunday, October 02, 2005
these are pictures from the surprise birthday party for mr tan!
in class!
sama and i
4/2 rocks! (:
from your beloved class
our beloved form teacher! haha
3:16 PM
went for novena with daddy at eleven yesterday then met aileen there and bernie and my aunt too. then aileen wanted me to go with her to watch corpse's bride. wanted to watch cinderalla man but didnt have at lido. anyway it was a pretty nice show. then had my cousin's 21st birthday at aranda country club. was pretty nice but i was bored there cos only had my bro and my younger cousin there to talk to.
went to holy spirit for mass today cos daddy took the car out. im bored today. dont feel like going to school tmw. why am i dreading school when there's only 8 more days. actually i realise that this two years i hadnt really liked going to school. i wonder. oh wells. its only 8 more days.i've been rather irritated these days. im irritated by the fact that some people are so insensitive towards others and reveal that sense of selfishness so openly yet that person does not realise. perhaps its something that person does not care about or is just too obsessed with one's self. i may be insensitive at most times too but this time it has caused me to drift away and distance myself from that person and it is rather saddening. i dont bother to do anything already because i dont really care either. i'd rather just stop talking to that person.i think i've become a very cold and hard person.. hmm..
2:08 PM
