prelims are over finally. these five weeks have been torturous and extremly mind draining. im glad its all over yet im scared of the day where i will get back my results. really hope i can get into the jc which i want.im praying that i will get to choose where i wanna go and not get dump somewhere.i guess this exam's better than mid yrs so hope the results will be much better. went our with cher, huay shan , both mariannes, vanessa and min ser. it was fun watching movie with them and talking a whole load about math with shan and cher! hahha cher has made me motivated to go swimming everyday! anyway these five weeks been rather tiring,and sometimes i want to give up but yet there's a voice telling me to persevere.ive been praying more these days and somehow i feel at ease after talking to Him. i guess praying works.four mths more and i'll be out of ij.. somehow it feels so weird when u've been in the same environment for the past ten years. its time to move out of comfort zone i guess. i've been an introvert for the past five weeks and i dont know why. dont feel like talking to anyone and i think its bad cos im keeping everything to myself. but i guess its nice to have peace sometimes but something its too overwhelming that i get scared. i dont know. mixed feelings. i need rest. im really tired. i really am.....
