Friday, September 30, 2005

had farewell mass today followed by the slideshow in the hall. mass was usual. but it has a significant meaning to all of us.this will be out last mass in ij and it was rather nicely done by 5N. yep. mass has been part of our ij life ever since any girl step into ij. since primary school we've been having mass for every single occasion and it really means a lot to every ij girl. im sure if i was somewhere else, it wouldnt be the same. every time during mass, the peace time, though everyone goes chaotic but u just cant help but feel a sense of belonging to ij, feeling the attachment to this school which we've been in for four years. in two weeks time, we're gonna leave ij and become the alumni of the school. i'll always remember the time where prefects organised teacher's day mass last year where i was panicking cos everything wasnt done but the fun and hardwork put into planning the mass and finally seeing it come into action is heartwarming.. and the time where 4/2 planned the mass,coming together before our sentosa outing to practise hymm singing with 4/1, being in love with the come to the feast song and singing it in between lessons, all the memories created are part of my ij life and im thankful for it. then had the slideshow which posted quite a number of photos of 4/2, seeing charmaine's big face appearing, seeing the class outing photos are really nice! (: oh then during mass, fr simon pereira asked if anyone wanted to stand up and say thank you to a teacher and our whole class stood up! haha the whole sschool was wondering why we stood up,then bernie went up and said thank you to mr tan for everything and HAPPY BIRTHDAY! it was really fun! then bernie had to wash mr tan's feeet! hehe. oh after school we had the party at the shed! the whole class wore party hats! and we cut the 5 kg cake! it was really fun ! we havent had a fun time together as a class since the chalet. anyway then we had cake fighting session ! everyoen was trying so hard to attack him and in the end he attacked jalene! haha then a lot of pple got dirty~! mr tan got super dirty!! whole class chasing him around school!! haha yeah was really fun! talked to ms yip for a while too.. she's really so nice! (: argh im gonna miss every single bit of ij. sigh

4:28 PM

Wednesday, September 28, 2005

i was grumpy in school today before recess cos of the moderation thing. ms teo said those in the higher end for each grade will move up one grade so that meant that i will still get a b3 .sorry aileen melia gretchen for being such a grumpy person. recess was absolutely quiet today. i'll try to be a happy girl tmw! (: hahah and then my mood totally changed after recess cos gretchen and i went up to 4/3 and talked to dalvin and jelly.turned out that they're adding 6 marks to compre which means i got an a2!! (: haha how fast my mood changes. haha oh on the way up we saw sarah and gillian and gretchen killed me for saying what i said!! hahaha we were like beating each other up!!! hahah lunch box gretchen? yupyup.. got back geog and was like crap. hope lit will be better. i need another 2 a2s to get to where i want. which is almost impossible. oh wells. study plan starts today. but for now.. its xbox time!!! im gonna play burnout!!!!!! ((:

3:43 PM

Friday, September 23, 2005

schoool was really boring today.. talks after talks.. i fell asleep during the career talk for a little while.. and totally fell slept throughout the laselle talk.only one i paid attention to was njc.anyhow, chem prac after school. super sian. but its out last chem prac of the yr besides o's and its my last time doing chem prac with my chem partner AMELIA LEE QIU-YAN! haha it was kinda fun today la.. as usual, we were being lazy and didnt wanna wash all the stuff with distilled water so our stuff were pretty contaminated. haha had to change the burette twice from BA1 to BA3 haha we didnt wanna wash it and just add the stuff in but we were being hardworking and washed it! haha and our pracs are always kinda slipshod cos we're always playing a fool but today we did everything properly!! haha anyway its been fun doing prac with u melia lee. then after prac went to play badminton with cherlyn kenli and wanching. super fun although only one hour! hahah realised that we havent played in a million years and skills were like crap! haha. but it was fun nonetheless.oh i saw gabriel! this primary five boy who was in gong jiao lian's training with me at maris stella high! he changed coach to the cedar coach.. i miss gong jiao lian's training.. maybe i shall go back and train again! im bored now.

there's something inside me still missing you as i look through the photos we took together.its been 7mths alr. u meant so much to me that i cant seem to forget all the memories. i guess a part of you still lies in me and that cannot be replaced no matter what. i did love u once and it still hasnt faded but i know you're not gonna be in my life again.. im trying to forget but its easier said than done. move on petrina.

10:27 PM

Thursday, September 22, 2005

blogger deleted my entry.roars. anyway sajc talk today. wasnt really effective to me cos they were repeating what the other jcs were talking about .as in its like they tell us all about the new syllabus and the subjects combi so it gets rather boringcos we prob heard it like at least 3 times alr. anyway then we had retreat by fr simon pereira and his team. it was like a farewell retreat.it was rather nice though i was super stoned in the beginning.. yeah but after recess was less stoned.. yeah then the reflecting part was rather nice la.. the part where everyone just broke down and cried.. i did too. reflected on family friends and all.... but it felt really good crying it out... i thought about my family and realised that they really mean so much to me.. then thought about my friends and really thankful for them .. love u babes so much amelia aileen gretchen.. then thought about my memories in ij ... esp for prefects.. i miss everything about prefects.. all the general meetings and outings and the daily duties( canteen duty!!) ..

ij has been a part of my life ever since i was primary one. being in this white and blue uniform for ten years really brings back lots of memories.. still remember in p1 where nicole yong gretchen and i played airport in school. haha the hall was the airport to us! really dumb la last time.. then came p6..graduated from ij then walked over to ij sec. haha the same pple i meet again.. its like home to all of us where the environment is so familiar to all. still remember entering sec one was kinda fun with orientation and stuff.. had really fun memories in 1/3 with mdm tan bee lay! then sec 2was like even more fun laughing at julie leong all the time cos meryl looked like her! yeah okay nows time to graduate again.. i guess i cant write down all the beautiful memories that are etched in my heart but i wanna say that this journey in ij has been great and i guess it wouldnt be the same anywhere... i just love the pple who have been with me since pri sch esp gretchen!! since primary one la..yeah then there's my class 4/2.. haha though we're a cheena class but we're still a fun class .. then there's my beloved prefects!! i keep wanting to go back for general meetings!! but bleah have to study.. cant wait for end of yr prefects camp and sec 4 farewell! roars! esp the councillors 05, we've grown so much closer since the beginning ! anyway i really love ij ! im so gonna miss everything about ij in four mths time! dont even know where i'll be in four mths time. oh yeah there was the time capsule thingtoday .thought it was rather cool.. everyone wrote where they would wanna be in five yrs time and what they want and then it was kept in this box which is gonna be put in the chapel and five yrs down the road, we can come back and take it! haha so cool. bet im gonna laugh at whatever i wrote.. anyway , i dont wanna leave ij ..roars .. why cant there be an chij junior college!!

9:42 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

prelims are over finally. these five weeks have been torturous and extremly mind draining. im glad its all over yet im scared of the day where i will get back my results. really hope i can get into the jc which i want.im praying that i will get to choose where i wanna go and not get dump somewhere.i guess this exam's better than mid yrs so hope the results will be much better. went our with cher, huay shan , both mariannes, vanessa and min ser. it was fun watching movie with them and talking a whole load about math with shan and cher! hahha cher has made me motivated to go swimming everyday!
anyway these five weeks been rather tiring,and sometimes i want to give up but yet there's a voice telling me to persevere.ive been praying more these days and somehow i feel at ease after talking to Him. i guess praying works.four mths more and i'll be out of ij.. somehow it feels so weird when u've been in the same environment for the past ten years. its time to move out of comfort zone i guess.
i've been an introvert for the past five weeks and i dont know why. dont feel like talking to anyone and i think its bad cos im keeping everything to myself. but i guess its nice to have peace sometimes but something its too overwhelming that i get scared. i dont know. mixed feelings. i need rest. im really tired. i really am.....

3:53 PM

Monday, September 05, 2005

just got home from school. had a math lesson in school this morning.did the june 2005 olevel paper. then got home mummy told me che called daddy!! and she moved into her hostel already! she's got a room to herself and her room looked quite nice. yes. glad that she's okay over there and settled down already. saw all her photos and its so fun over there!im missing her so much.the house is rather quiet these days. miss her talking so loudly in the house and making us all laugh. roars. time's passing so slowly. anyway che: take care of yourself ya? come online more often! oh u could go visit gillian! must take care ya? the whole family's missing u loads!
oh gosh. mom just told me my great grand auntie passed away so mummy's gonna go over to malaysia to visit her.): anyway its studying time!

1:05 PM

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