Monday, June 27, 2005
first day of school aint that exciting after all. lol. the sec 4s of band played their last school song today according to aileen. oh wells. i'll miss seeing aileen and melia in the front playing their clarinets! yepp. first lesson was just free period, settling admin stuff. and i brought my report book to school without signing it! how dumb! anyway yepp, then we had geog then dental! hahah lol quite fun la. just wasting out time checking out teeth. and every yr they ask me to go back to ndc cos i have quite a number of missing teeth. haha actually i should go back. its quite fun doing the teeth xray and i had a pretty dentist who talked to me all about chris michael lee last yr! haha anyway then had chinese and lit. then home! (: oh yeah had council meeting today during recess. had some impt stuff to discuss. well im gonna miss having council meetings after stepping down. miss the times we quarrelled, miss the times we sat at macdonalds having council meeting and we end up gossipping, miss the times we all came late and meeting was supposed to start at 8 but started at 9, miss the times we just had fun together. council 2005, thank you for everything. u've really helped me a lot. love u all!
6:09 PM
Friday, June 24, 2005
lessons today were rather alright.. haha mr tan came 40 mins late but guess what? aileen gabrielle seah came even later! lol anyway im getting addicted to the number game that mr tan gave us. i think im gonna go kino to buy that book! even on the bus i was doing it so imagine how addictive it is. im officially a nerd. anyway after lessons, went town with aileen to shop! and oh man! shopping with her super fun! first we went far east to the earrings shop but then we didnt llike any so decided to go zara! we tried on stuff then aileen decided to buy her top! yepp yepp and then next was mango at shaw. haha we finally got to go in and rummaged through all those stuff.man it was crazy! everyone's squeezing everywhere! haha oh wells. then it was home! (: aileen gabrielle seah! i had loads of fun today!! anyway i finally found the secret msg on ziyan's blog and its super super sweet!
anyway its back to school on monday. i dont feel ready for it yet. start of school means that i have to mug all the way till o levels. im really scared of what im gonna face and how im ever gonna overcome that fear. i dont know whats waiting for me at the end and thats what i wanna know. but i guess i'll have to walk this road and experience everything. i dont think i make much sense to u all but anyway, i know i'll be walking this road alone.
after that whole episode, im still waiting.u probably will never ever know cos if i tell u, i know that gap is gonna get bigger and i dont want that to happen.the gap is already getting bigger cos
im never gonna see or talk to u anytime soon.its hurting me , u seem like u are keeping something i dont know what. but all those beautiful memories u created for me, it will be in me forever. from strangers we became close friends but now, from close friends we have gone back to the start ---- strangers......
11:40 PM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
alright. life's been pretty alright. had lessons today and all. and i was just thinking. convention is over. that is like marking almost the end of my job. as in organising major events for the prefectorial board. organising the convention has made me realise that other people have their own ways of doing things and i've learnt to really take the back seat and learn how to follow. i know i havent been the best head prefect i could be but i really treasure my role in the prefectorial board. if i didnt join the board in sec 3, life in ij would be totally different. being in the board has created many beautiful memories that i will carry with me after i leave ij. so many things i cant leave behind. i've built many friendships these past two yrs and i really treasure them. though i really make u all feel so against me sometimes esp sec 4s, but i really dont mean it at all. i admit that i may have been overbearing and domineering, but i cant help it. it just pains me to see the board being so inefficient and that we cant be compared to the previous yrs. im glad after convention, the juniors have become closer and feel more towards the board. hiaz. the friendships made in the prefectorial board is totally different from elsewhere.most of the time i feel closer to the prefects than my own classmates..but anyway, to my prefects! i really hope u all will feel a sense of belonging to towards the board! love the board and cherish hte times u have left ! NOBLESSE OBLIGE
12:22 AM
Friday, June 17, 2005
i miss convention!!!
convention totally rocks!!! man im gonna miss everyone! on the first day, went to sngs at 7am then went around giving our prefects their prefects shirts then waited around and then the whole things started! ms teo ps came thankfully! (: thank you ms teo! yeah anyway haha the four heads were standing around and then this guy came along in army uniform.hahha i thought he was the major general.haha then i asked wayne and wayne said he was the general's bodyguard!! hahaha joke la.he;s captain martin! ahhaha bellla's bf. anyway then speech by him and ms low. then ice breakers began!!!ziyan's so crappy!!! carrying around the purple balloon and we both went to one grp and tried to make them more enthu but we failed!! hahah ziyan u're really damn funny! haha okay then me and bella were at the game pearl harbour. they were all blindfolded and they had to throw waterbombs around. haha i took the water bomb and starting pouring on everyone and there was this cute small boy from sji who starting giggling non stop. damn cute la! haha then after lunch they were sent out for job hunt!! then some of us went to play badminton! (: had fun playing! hehe yepp. then after the whole of first day, some of us went over to catholic high! it was like damn fun in the night especially! haha we were pushing roller chairs all around! haha super crazy! yeah thats only a brief description of first day.
okay second day was much more exciting!!! went to catholic high at around 7am. went to sl room put our bags and went to the hall!waited for people to arrive then it began! briefing by jun how, nicole, ren jie and tammy then they were off for csi!!! hehe. then we slacked around a bit. i went to help jeremy with the iq game. haha it was rather difficult. yeha then went back to the hall for captain psalm's talk! (: my personality is same as siti's! yeah then it was lunch! all ij girls were like wanting to know who sam's hot guy was. lol. haha then it was talentime!!! super fun!! all the group's performance were damn funny!!! but i didnt manage to see roderick and his gay performance!!! they won 3rd or 2nd i think. yeha then went to sl room with wayne to play carom and reversi then went back ! haha okay then raymond and i started to write on the rest of the candles. wrote a lot of wayne's , ziyan's and raymond's name on it. damn funny la. wayne was wondering how come he got so many angels when he only wrote one! haha then the results of talentime and then reflections!
in the mean time, we all went down to parade square to get ready all the candles to make the word AEIQ . it was SOOOO pretty!!! and then the sun went down and it was kinda dark.. everyone started to make their way to parade square and made a circle around it. it was so touching when they started to play the songs! everyone seemed like they were all bonded together!!! especially org comm who formed a circle in the middle. ziyan played songs like at the beginning, thats what friends are for. everyone was very high and i was like filled with so much emotions! was thinking back on how all four schools met up four months ago and how we've all been on this long journey together, not giving up when we faced difficulties, how we overcomed the obstacles that came our way, resolved all the conflicts we had among one another. this journey has been long but yet we've reached the final destination which was the 2 days together. im so proud of all of the whole org comm and the facils!! when they played the graduation friends forever, i really wanted to cry alraedy. hmmm..org comm ... i love u all always! though we may never see each other again, but all the beautiful memories u all created will be kept in me always!
wanna say thank you to : everyone in SNGS, CAT HIGH, SJI and IJ TP .. u all did a great job!!!!
thank you SNGS and CH for inviting us to be part of the organising team. it was a great experience!!!
CORE GROUP: wayne, ziyan , jeremy, moses, bella, tammy and siti: u guys rock! though we had our conflicts here and there, but im glad that we resolved everything in the end and made convention a succes! it has been great knowing each one of u much better these four months and thank you for creating so many beautiful memories for me! u all have made me see what great leaders really are ! must keep in touch ya?! eh all go for cat high's invest!!!
COMM COMM: han yang, raymond, ren jie, alicia, elaine, sin yao, gerard, cherie, pei wei : hey a job well done! i sat in one of your meetings and it was fun hanging out with u all! glad to know u all much better during convention itself!
LOG COMM: jasmine, an qing, marianne, cassie, shiyi, sng tiak, davidson, john: hey hey!!! the food was great, everything was just well planned and u all are one bunch of enthu people!!! seeing u all so bonded together has made the other comms bonded too!!! great job everyone!!! much keep in touch ya?
PUBS COMM: nicole, shermeen, choon boon, james, jun how, kian long, grace , janis: heyyyy!!!! the booklet was nicely done!!!! thanx for everything. glad to know all of u much better!!! take care!!!
FACILS COMM: linus, shenyang, fang min, ken li, nicholas, ben chong, tricia, xin lei : hey!!! csi and all the games were really fun and organised. could tell that it was a hard time planning it especially when last time we kept changing the venues , from sentosa to everywhere. but everything went right cos of u all!! a job well done!! keep in touch ya?!
WHOLE ORG COMM: IM GLAD I GOT TO KNOW EVERY SINGLE ONE OF U! LOVE U ALL !!1
8:39 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
Haven’t been blogging for a really long time. Anyway went for famine camp from the 4-5th of june. Not bad I must say. Anyway went for ij campfire yesterday and it was rather fun la. Though there were not many pple forming the ij contingent, just 3 ccas if u include prefect, but the structure built was rather impressive. It was like a bridge thing where we all walked over and amused ourselves. Oh well. Yepp went home with michelle, Gretchen and Amelia. Okay haven’t been doing much studying. Better do something. Argh.and there’s convention this coming week too. Hope things turn out well. Anyway been going for the dry runs and all and I must say that core group is getting more fun! Hehe. Anyway its 4 more days to convention!
11:27 AM