Tuesday, May 31, 2005
acjc crossroads!
well unlike michelle, i thought it was rather fun. was dreading it at first but i guess i didnt quite regret going for it at all. glad that i went though.anyway details! gonna be boring.
met ken li and michelle at novena and went all the way to buona vista mrt to wait for siti and geks and then walked to ac. registration and all and got split up into groups! i was in MAGAZINE ROAD! okay then while waiting for the other schools to arrive, they showed us 2 presentations on their orientation. kinda made everything look quite impressive. okay then after which we went into our groups and my grp's traffic monitor was ci guang( spelling?) and coco! haha ci guang is the guy in the presentation who keeps saying "what?". yeah only knew one person from my group cos i met him at rjc invest. haha okok played some ice breakers then off we went to solve our mystery!
first station: blindfolded, had to hold hands and do some obstacle course thingy. lol . that time where we had to hold each other;s shoes and crawl, the guy's shoe came into contact w my face!anyway ya we lost anyway. had to do forfeit!
second station: went five levels up and had to hold the bucket up and sing a song. we were super slow so forfeit again! got splashed by the other grp.
third station: tick tack toe. haha was rather slow in reacting but anway our grp lost again! forfeit!
ah.. i cant remember the rest of the stations! oh there's the chairs thing! bring over the chairs without touching the ground, yeah anyway we got our answer at lunch! JAYWALK! lunchtime! haha was quite nice cos everyone started to talk to each other! and talking to meiyi from scgs and ariel from mgs was really fun! haha talking about all the pretty girls from tuition!
okay after lunch. it was the "get wet and dirty" time. first we went to the volleyball game where two groups competed then next station was dog and bone but this time we had to get the soap from the pail. quite hilarious la. okay then we played the umbrella game! the one we played at kc prefects camp and our prefects camp! haha but we lost! okok, next station! omg this was the worst one! we had to sit on the ground with our legs around our friends and move together. it was super painful! my butt was like scratching against the grass! haha cant remember the rest
then it was war games! the very min the game started, meiyi and me got hit already so had to go jail! haha then in the end, geks group got the most cones. haha ok.. thats the end of games!
yea then went to change and all. siti and michelle think yang sheng is the best. lol. oh wells. barker?
hahah yeah then went back to the room to get prizes and all, exchange numbers, watched a video then home sweet home!
well, i must say my grp was rather nice and it was great playing the games together! (: magazine road! (:
oh no. im like tired now and there's still dry run for csi tmw. darn then there's chalet straight after! im gonna die of exhaustion!
10:08 PM
Thursday, May 19, 2005
im flying off in about 7 hours time. going to hong kong with my family. so sad the disneyland isnt up yet. oh wells shopping, shopping and more shopping! im a happy girl now. just talked to you and u made my day! (: screwed up combined humans. anyway my l1r5 is like crap already.reaching 20 pts already.cant even make it anywhere.oh wells. got a2 for chinese prelims. alright with it i guess. anyway im a happy girl for now! haha. wanted to go look for mrs low today to get my lit papers but couldnt find her anywhere. oh wells. gonna sleep now!
11:45 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
woke up at 6 plus today feeling very bad. stomach felt queer and just felt like vomitting. i vomitted in the end. but still decided to go for pre convention cos i had the money for the food with me and other reasons too. yepp. reached there then started with the performance rehearsal. all their performances were hilarious! its was good especially sji's. they were super pro la. didnt wanna dance at first cos my stomach was really killing me but it became much better after a while. thanx prefects for constantly asking if i was alright! (: felt so touched hehe especially ken li asking me if i wanted a sweet she would go look for one.yeah then pre convention started! all the presentation and all then the performance. then everything was over. reception time! we were just sitting around. then went back to auditorium for debrief .turned out to be a thrashing session. oh gosh. it looked very bad on our school's part cos everyone's back on track and participative except our school. but there's nothing we can really do already. everyone's enthusiasm is dying down even siti and i. i just dont feel like there's something i can do for convention. its just us doing what they ask us to do. furthermore, there are other stuff too.
came home and slept all the way till now. fever went up to 38.7. mom freaked out. yepp. dont know whats wrong with me . hiaz life's screwing up real badly.
to you: im just very disappointed in you. i judged everything wrongly. u seem like everything's fine with u and u dont seem affected at all. what u said previously , did u just say it for fun. i just ignore u everytime, trying to pretend everything's fine. but sometimes i just cant, its too difficult because there are just some memories i cant let go of.
6:52 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
dreading school tmw again. but oh wells i can sit with hui chun and disturb her again. there's pe tmw! overdosage of childhood games like catching and all. haha anyway today was such a boring day. wasted my whole day doing nothing. had tuition today and like all the scgs girls talking about going to acjc. haha so maybe i should change my decision.anyway there;s convention meeting yet again. siti can go now cos prac has been cancelled!so that means i wont be alone tmw facing all the stuff. every time we're just dragging our feet there but hopefully it will be a success. i just wanna get it over and done with cos there are just some stuff i cant face anymore. everything may seem fine but it isnt. only u know what it means cos even i dont.
if i said i wasnt hurt
i would be lying
cos i was.
all the stuff u said
did it mean something?
its gonna be so difficult
facing u again..
9:51 PM
im doing nothing today. all of them are out shopping today! argh i cant go cos i have tuition. my life revolves around work nowadays. mid years are over already. i havent mugged hard enough. there's just too many things going on. pre convention is this sat and i dont know if we're prepared enough yet. exams were like crap. i've never been so unprepared before even in sec one and to think now its sec 4. what the hell am i doing. i dont seem to be able to wake up and stop being lazy. so many things going wrong at this point of time. i didnt even study for some subjects and just went for the exam.argh. and some people are just screwing up my life!
12:13 PM
i've decided to get a blog again. so link me back again ya? thanx loads.
12:12 PM
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